Yes.. I'm not OK...

I think that I'm ok....

I feel that I'm ok...

I'm ok right?

well....

If you asked me earlier...

I will answer confidently YES.....

But now?

I kind of doubt it...

really doubt about that I'm ok....

So can I just conclude that I'm not ok?

hurm....

some things happened today, okay its yesterday....

I'm happy that I fulfilled 2 things that contradict today....

I managed to attend a meeting...

I'm not sure that is the meeting is important or not....

but I 'think' its important...

I already agree to take the responsibility...

so I 'think' I MUST attend it....

then, I managed to rush back to attend the "We Care Appreciation Night"

I only wear dress the hair band that I created....

so simple, nothing creepy....(out of the theme of the night)

having fun and had fun...(I think so...)

after that go back to my room...

*Skip about go out eating Mc Flurry just now*

but now?

I feel like something is not right...

I mean like something wrong with me....

The 'unknown' of me attacking I guess?

but I don't think so...

ya...

This is what I hate about myself...

I don't know actually what I want, what I feel, what I did and ETC...

It really bother me....

DAMN!

I think I shouldn't be bother by anything at this moment...

My 1st paper will start tomorrow!

Its TODAY!

panic attack?

anxious about exam?

I don't feel anything about it.....

What is happening to me actually?

I don't know...

But I know, I'm not OK.....