♥♥Just about what I have gone through every day... So it will remind me of my life path up until now... I want to express it with words... My small brain can’t afford to keep it all... The language may 'Campur2' because it’s my diary after all... who will cares anyway??? XD♥♥

♥♥Life not always happen like you have planned.. Everyday there will be surprises happening in your life.. Treasure it.. Appreciate it.. It may not always happen.. And maybe will not happen again..♥♥

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Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Recollection of missing words

Now I'm pissed off. I wrote so much and the text are just GONE. Practically just gone. My words are not easily constructed and I just write with my current feeling. And the sentiment on it just gone. I'm cursing now and its not nice to write it. Damn! F******! 

Alright, trying to re-trace the moment and feeling. Okay, simplicity.

I can't describe my life because I'm the type that believe in balance in life events. There are moments that I feel like I'm crumbling and hopeless. And some days where I feel alive and slowly picking up the crumbling pieces of me. But I'm grateful as I am now and the series of events in life (probably regretting and missing some of it). I'm not doing well but I'm doing fine. Well, I always better in this way. If you want rainbow, you have to feel the rain and enjoy the sun. When then sunset, it will rise again. As long as the sun exist, it will shine someday. It always will. I will go through all these and keep my hope for the sunshine. 

The feeling is not the same. So this is the simplest version of my heart pouring session previously. Skip the twisted words and go straight to the point.

Good night people. I can't afford to stay all night and trying to recollect all those missing words. I have jobs to do later. Wish you all the best in life and see you next time.