tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15191270144796452632024-02-07T10:46:55.995+08:00Pink's Diaryestheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.comBlogger536125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-1157865393552826542017-06-12T23:06:00.001+08:002018-01-12T19:05:30.201+08:00Cukai Pelancongan<p dir="ltr">Sekarang tengah kecoh pasal cukai penginapan. Sila rujuk artikel: </p>
<p dir="ltr">http://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2017/06/07/tourism-tax-an-unnecessary-burden/</p>
<p dir="ltr">http://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2017/06/09/nazri-tourism-tax-to-be-enforced-from-july-1/</p>
<p dir="ltr">http://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2017/04/28/tourism-tax-bill-to-exclude-home-and-kampung-stays/</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sila baca dulu. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Berdasarkan artikel tersebut, cukai ini berbeza kadar (mengikut bintang) dan dikira berdasarkan hari penginapan untuk setiap bilik. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Kita telah dibebankan dengan cukai barangan dan perkhidmatan(GST) yang dilancarkan pada tahun 2015. Rakyat tidak bersetuju, namun tetap terpaksa membayar cukai. Dengan hujah, mengutip cukai daripada seluruh rakyat Malaysia. Ramai rakyat Malaysia yang tidak membayar cukai. Implementasi ini akan membolehkan kerajaan mengutip cukai daripada semua golongan di Malaysia. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Memang benar golongan yang berbelanja kecil hanya kena cukai sedikit. Golongan yang berbelanja besar akan membayar cukai yang lebih besar. Namun, itu tidak merubah hakikat yang perbelanjaan akan meningkat. Untuk menggalakkan orang ramai untuk menyimpan? Dah kalau belanja meningkat, celah mana pulak nak simpan? 🙄 </p>
<p dir="ltr">Berbalik pada cukai pelancongan. Untuk meningkatkan infrastruktur dan promosi pelancongan di luar negara? Kebanyakkan pelancong adalah dari luar maka kadar ini tidak membebankan rakyat? </p>
<p dir="ltr">Rakyat Malaysia tidak bercuti dalam negara ka? Kalau begini la rakyat Malaysia kena layan, memang semua pakat keluar dari Malaysia. </p>
<p dir="ltr"><i>Sikit</i><i> </i><i>ja</i><i> </i><i>cukai</i><i> tu. </i><i>Ala</i><i>, </i><i>bukan</i><i> </i><i>mahal</i><i> pun. </i><i>Mampu</i><i> </i><i>pergi</i><i> </i><i>bercuti</i><i>, </i><i>takkan</i><i> </i><i>mahal</i><i> </i><i>sikit</i><i> </i><i>dah</i><i> </i><i>nak</i><i> bising? </i><i>Kalau</i><i> </i><i>tak</i><i> </i><i>nak</i><i> </i><i>bayar</i><i> </i><i>cukai</i><i> </i><i>pelancongan</i><i>, </i><i>tak</i><i> </i><i>payah</i><i> la </i><i>pergi</i><i> </i><i>melancong</i><i>. </i><i>Elok</i><i>. </i><i>Masalah</i><i> </i><i>selesai</i><i>.. </i></p>
<p dir="ltr">Macam kenal kan jawapan tu? Sakit hati betul. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sarawak dah tak setuju, siap keluar dari Tourism Board lagi(http://m.thesundaily.my/node/452457). Sabah masih belum mencapai sepakat ( http://m.themalaymailonline.com/malaysia/article/no-sabah-has-not-rejected-new-tourism-tax-state-minister-says) . Melaka menyokong cukai tersebut (https://www.nst.com.my/news/nation/2017/06/248191/tourism-tax-will-benefit-melakas-tourism-industry-chief-minister<u>)</u>. Yang lain-lain? Marilah kita tunggu. </p>
<p dir="ltr">P/S: kalau nak pergi cuti-cuti Malaysia, sila rancang sebelum 1 Ogos. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sekian. </p>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-36830777562023644342017-02-26T01:29:00.001+08:002017-02-26T01:32:50.044+08:00Penat<div dir="ltr">
Penat.. </div>
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Kau tau kau penat <br />
Kau lelah dan mau rehat </div>
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Kau rasa kau penat <br />
Keluhan kau semakin berat </div>
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Minda menenang perasaan mencengkam <br />
Kau tau itu bukan urusan kau <br />
Kau pilih untuk mengambil tahu <br />
Mengapa pilih untuk menyeksa jiwa? </div>
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Selamat malam bintang-bintang <br />
Selamat malam perasaan </div>
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estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-49317954430837903442017-02-25T00:46:00.001+08:002017-02-25T00:46:48.969+08:00Singgah<p dir="ltr">Sekali lagi datang singgah. Nak kabar dah ada telefon baru. Skin besar dan puas hati dengan fungsi telefon baru. Terima kasih <u>kepada</u> yang belikan telefon baru. 😆😘</p>
<p dir="ltr">Macam-macam ragam dan isu timbul semenjak dua menjak ni. Marilah bersama-sama mengambil iktibar daripada isu dan cabaran yang datang. Semoga terus diberikan peluang dan ruang untuk menjadi lebih baik. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Perlu mengaktifkan diri dengan aktiviti yang bermanfaat pada diri. Harap sedar diri, diri bukan lagi remaja tetapi berada di alam dewasa. ❤️💙💚💛💜</p>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-91632902705177636232017-02-11T01:15:00.001+08:002017-02-11T01:15:50.542+08:00Tahun Baru 2017 <p dir="ltr">Setelah sekian lama senyap. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Pertama sekali, Selamat Tahun Baru 2017 dan Selamat Tahun Baru Cina. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Masih selesa menulis daripada berkata-kata.  Seperti sebelum ini.  Dengan menulis, hati merasa lebih tenang. Jika berkata-kata, mungkin akan menulis jiwa dan merasa sesal dengan tutur kata.  Maka,  menulis sembarangan sekadar menenangkan perasaan. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Tahun 2017. Umur semakin meningkat. Ada beberapa perkara yang perlu dilaksanakan pada tahun ini. </p>
<p dir="ltr">1. Kerjaya - berdasarkan komen pada penilaian hujung tahun lepas, masih banyak benda yang perlu ditingkatkan. Harus lebih proaktif dalam pekerjaan dan yakin dengan kemampuan diri. </p>
<p dir="ltr">2. Penampilan - bukan sekadar pemakaian/kekemasan, berat badan dan kesihatan juga harus dititikberatkan. Faktor usia juga membimbangkan. </p>
<p dir="ltr">3. Sikap - ada beberapa tabiat yang perlu diambilkira. Berfikir sebelum berkata, bertindak dengan waras dan teliti dalam kata-kata. </p>
<p dir="ltr">4. Hubungan - komunikasi perlu ditingkatkan. Jangan memendam perasaan. Teliti dalam hal-hal kecil agar tidak menjadi punca perbalahan. </p>
<p dir="ltr">5. Kewangan - perlu menilai semua keadaan kewangan dan memastikan agar simpanan secukupnya. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Itu adalah sedikit mengenai perkara yang harus dilaksanakan. Sudah lama tidak menyenaraikan azam tahun baru. Jadikan tahun ini lebih bermakna dengan matlamat jelas.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Selamat malam. Mimpi yang indah.  😉</p>
<p dir="ltr"><i>p/s: </i><i>Azam</i><i> </i><i>tahun</i><i> </i><i>baru</i><i> </i><i>coretan</i><i> </i><i>peribadi</i>. 🤓</p>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-85681941119764639132016-11-22T22:28:00.002+08:002016-11-22T22:28:53.256+08:00Promo Blog<div>
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Boleh klik kat link ni --><a href="http://vunkakitravel.blogspot.my/" target="_blank">Vun Kaki Travel</a></div>
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memang tak banyak entri lagi, sebab dia baru nak start journey travel sana sini. </div>
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Selamat membaca!</div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-60737826621328129252016-11-09T02:32:00.001+08:002016-11-09T02:32:05.704+08:00Thank youI got a new tablet PC. Asus Transformer 101. Thanks awak! Love you ❤❤❤<br />
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This is so convenient for me. Thanks again ❤❤❤estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-21209924055264886292016-11-01T20:01:00.001+08:002016-11-01T20:01:00.367+08:00Rest dayToday I didn't go to work. This morning I feel like there's stone thumping my head. These few days, I've restless for unknown reason. Maybe it's my limit. My body and mind is too tired.<div><br></div><div>Skip that. Since I didn't go to work, I decided to sort my CIMB card at Jaya Shopping Centre. It's so convenient because we have Uber. </div><div><br></div><div>My driver to there, Winnie, is a customer service for bank. We talked about how credit card actually made a lot of people bankrupt. They spent the money that they don't have. It's a good thing that the Central Bank have tightened their policy on this.</div><div><br></div><div>My transaction at CIMB is smooth too. They don't have a lot of customer so I managed to settle my card less than 10 minutes (plus the waiting). Walking around the shopping mall with less tgan RM50 in my pocket but I still bought a pair of nice jeans for RM30. Value buy!</div><div><br></div><div>I opt for Uber to go back. Got this Indian uncle driver that actually work as a bakery manager before went full time as Uber driver since January. We talked about the fuel price increase within this 2 month. It's absurb because tge world oil prices actually decreasing. Oh Malaysia! He is a nice man that actually concerned about my safety and ask me to be careful in this neighborhood. Thank you uncle. </div><div><br></div><div>This happened within 2 hours today. I'm still worried about my work but I can't afford to collapse at this season considering the hectic of this month. It's a good rest and good day. I'm more energized to do my work tomorrow.</div><div><br></div><div><i>P/s: I need to manage my work and rest tine properly. My stress is quite severe. Hair falling like mad. I might become bald soon. 😭</i></div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-73743206548214064792016-08-11T00:23:00.001+08:002016-08-11T00:23:49.741+08:00Pokemon-GoBaru-baru ni, heboh semua dengan Pokemon-Go. <div><br></div><div>Aku bukannya anti atau pro benda ni. Cuma aku rasa aku dah puas main dulu. Dulu-dulu habis rabak dompet semata-mata nak kumpul sticker bermacam-macam jenis. </div><div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEind5RBACMEwhIuFosFDjHKYvDHSYWqa4FZA7brLF5kBBsPRQTYwwgRBrwvfSyRI0gJOceZgWTbv0E4OLQo5MgrEQWjrNH5xYbhcqlEeF31XT4oMdeK-9EAit_vkXjeo-cJ8GclyRM9tKCB/s640/blogger-image--926796027.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEind5RBACMEwhIuFosFDjHKYvDHSYWqa4FZA7brLF5kBBsPRQTYwwgRBrwvfSyRI0gJOceZgWTbv0E4OLQo5MgrEQWjrNH5xYbhcqlEeF31XT4oMdeK-9EAit_vkXjeo-cJ8GclyRM9tKCB/s640/blogger-image--926796027.jpg"></a></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i>Kira macam ala-ala kitab gitu. Gigih usung ke hulu ke hilir. Nak lekat pun kemain cermat lagi. Takut nanti tak valid masa nak redeem. Hahahaha</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i><br></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Kepada semua yang gigih main Pokemon-Go tu, mohon berhati-hati. Jangan tak tengok jalan, jangan menyusahkan orang lain dan mohon jangan bash orang yang tak main. Tak payah nak gaduh atau bermasam muka dengan member yang lagi terer. Semoga berjaya menjadi Pokemon master dan semoga bermanfaat pada diri sendiri.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Setakat ni aku memang tak main lagi. Dah puas kot mengabdikan diri kumpul sticker dulu. So, tak payah nak heret aku ke dalam kancah korang. Aku memang tak ada hobi yang best selain tido. Dan kalau aku nak pickup hobi, bukan dengan main Pokemon-Go kot.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Selamat malam dan salam sayang daripada Jiggly Puff. ❤️</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3hAcEHwJiZhNNDEvDJk3-MXpMBr8ZAySQCYE5OetfsNUxOWnDBFqmVmbAFDxyEB-jJaWN_zCqT6_FAgXVIdjhtGDWpYE5prR4NPD8HoNdEZAWx9PRmmQ9j__NoTIm6DO3zhFWK4zsHZ1j/s640/blogger-image--95585929.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3hAcEHwJiZhNNDEvDJk3-MXpMBr8ZAySQCYE5OetfsNUxOWnDBFqmVmbAFDxyEB-jJaWN_zCqT6_FAgXVIdjhtGDWpYE5prR4NPD8HoNdEZAWx9PRmmQ9j__NoTIm6DO3zhFWK4zsHZ1j/s640/blogger-image--95585929.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-91312863854278786362016-08-07T17:45:00.000+08:002016-08-08T15:45:34.720+08:00Love YourselfIt's hot. It's humid. And I'm forcing myself not to fall asleep here.<br>
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Ya, its Sunday people. And its really unusual for me to be outside my room and to be in this condition. Well, I need to work today. Don't get me wrong. My intention is not to complaint. Some of my colleagues worked since yesterday. This is just my way to distract myself from sleeping and let my head/brain to think how to continue writing.<br>
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Last night, I went out to buy a dress. Basically, I don't like to buy clothes not because I don't like clothes but there are 2 reason.<br>
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1. Size<br>
2. Price<br>
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I'm not that big but its really annoying when the clothes that you like don't have your size. Too often it will be too small. Then you found the clothes you like, with your size, bam! There goes the price. *sigh* not to be forgotten, the shaming that you got. *clapclapclap*<br>
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For the pricing, I can opt for cheaper one. Which I always did. For the size? I just walk away from the shop and frustrated about it. Talking about procrastination.<br>
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As a matter of fact, I won't comfort myself for the damage that I had done. Let's work on repairing the damage.<div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_n-zNZXNwifpGzSxfiYHkFT2qJehk6QRnpqeENakgSGGDX1jtIJrXzTY5v6jwtMZnV8rM5ShMFLQYYsbxi4y8kChd7V-xzppelOpOBbsfGRXMDG1QzV-Lo4z2uIOOaUHMx41zE-2xxEF2/s640/blogger-image--1633576446.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_n-zNZXNwifpGzSxfiYHkFT2qJehk6QRnpqeENakgSGGDX1jtIJrXzTY5v6jwtMZnV8rM5ShMFLQYYsbxi4y8kChd7V-xzppelOpOBbsfGRXMDG1QzV-Lo4z2uIOOaUHMx41zE-2xxEF2/s640/blogger-image--1633576446.jpg"></a></div><br>
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I think I can stop now. Waiting for the queue to go back. *positive*<br>
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Matlamat yang jelas dan cara yang lebih fleksibel. Itu adalah ideal pemikiran. Otak kita amat menarik kerana ia akan bertindak berdasarkan pemahaman dan pengalaman secara sedar atau separa sedar. </div><div><br></div><div>Semoga pemahaman meningkat seiring dengan pengalaman yang dilalui. Wahai diri, yakinlah bahawa kau bukan ciptaan yang sia-sia di dalam dunia ini. </div><div><br></div><div>-pinkpink-</div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy7y2o4WGBTt7bn5sp6otGATpa-WthVKM4I-DMEtrok0peuZoXOfVRSnXF-jNDcOYhSf-SW6QVzZT6tOWGvRJxtZE32iQbnLrzieqnfKRSr1NkLZhQemWgaS-WVZMdx57iY2vkzuY8r9WC/s640/blogger-image-1286952027.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy7y2o4WGBTt7bn5sp6otGATpa-WthVKM4I-DMEtrok0peuZoXOfVRSnXF-jNDcOYhSf-SW6QVzZT6tOWGvRJxtZE32iQbnLrzieqnfKRSr1NkLZhQemWgaS-WVZMdx57iY2vkzuY8r9WC/s640/blogger-image-1286952027.jpg"></a></div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-43428067053283126742016-05-28T22:27:00.001+08:002016-05-28T22:28:40.821+08:00TingeHi, its been a while. Yeah, guess that having this apps installed to my phone doesn't make me write that frequent. Hahaha<div><br></div><div>Tonight, I'm away from my nest and I'm feeling a bit blue. Mixed feelings.</div><div><br></div><div>It has resurface again. I thought it was over. I thought I moved on. That feeling, that attitude. I guess I need to strengthen my resolution. </div><div><br></div><div>Love. Please be patient.</div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-45062238287525163102016-02-08T02:53:00.001+08:002016-07-11T10:10:16.095+08:00Talking about guysLast time I talk about girls and women. I'm back to my hometown and surrounded by male. My brothers. Talked to few friends and our conversation made me think a lot. About boys and men.<div><br></div><div>Why did I refer my brothers as male? Because some of them are still boys and few are moving to men phase. </div><div><br></div><div>But I will not talk about my siblings. They are the pain in the arse but somehow I just love them. Case closed.</div><div><br></div><div>In a partnership <i>(I prefer to call it partnership, because its more intimate and meaningful), </i>both side need to play their role to make the partnership a success. Its not sweet and smooth all the time but tolerance and support will help both to go through the hard times. </div><div><br></div><div>Guys, always want to find good women. Good looking, good body, good attitude, good behavior, good in housework, good in cooking, good in taking care of the kids, etc. Women also want to be good women but maybe not in that set. They have their own set of good they want to be/achieve. But in general, they want their man to be happy. They really try hard to be, achieve that ideal woman for their man. Guys, we do want to be the best for you.</div><div><br></div><div>So, guys please cooperate with us. You don't need to be perfect. You just need to help women to do the housework, taking care of the kids and supporting the family. That sounds like women responsibility? </div><div><br></div><div>Okay. You complaint when your woman was tackled by other man instead of treating your woman better. You complaint when your food was not prepared but you didn't take care your weeping child. You are mad when your clothes are not prepared for work but you didn't bother to do the laundry. Even though its just pressing few button. You even complaint when your woman ask you to send or accompany her to the doctor! <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Birthdays, anniversaries, its just numbers that happen once a year and you think its not important to the extent you forgot about it. Even when you remember about it, you did the minimum effort (ie, wish them).</span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">If you put minimum efforts, don't expect to get the best result. If someone treat your woman better, don't complaint if you lose them. You expect the best but not giving the best. 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This post is inspired by all the guys that I've met, I know, I've heard of, I loved and I despise. </span></font></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></span></font></div><div><font face="Helvetica Neue Light, HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjF36Di-kY7E64ZXNVB1VCghrlsGvMQpZo1lJ47cq2ZktovEiIygs5WcMA7KoeAY3STkAx_CJWVExy4udtNrsJJOfjKMYjhXoFI58ZfXiWY6Gtw_RVy2XpGL6G0usuX7CIR43a2wedazY62/s640/blogger-image-474939461.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjF36Di-kY7E64ZXNVB1VCghrlsGvMQpZo1lJ47cq2ZktovEiIygs5WcMA7KoeAY3STkAx_CJWVExy4udtNrsJJOfjKMYjhXoFI58ZfXiWY6Gtw_RVy2XpGL6G0usuX7CIR43a2wedazY62/s640/blogger-image-474939461.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Lets find some inner peace</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><br></span></font></div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-42137168899286313182016-01-28T20:46:00.001+08:002016-02-08T00:37:37.830+08:00Talking bout girls and womenThere is a thing that have been in my mind for quite some time. I don't know whom I should talk to or where. So this is my best platform.<div><br></div><div>I believe that most of the girls or women out there that doesn't like their partner have other girl or woman <i>(besides their mother, grandmother, sister and relative la). </i>It feels like your partner cheating on you right? </div><div><br></div><div>Well, if you don't like to be in that position, the next logical thing that you do is don't put other girl or woman in that position. The feeling is sucks!</div><div><br></div><div>How about your past partner then? I don't have issues with those that still into their ex partner, as long as their partner is still single. Go and won his heart back. If he still want you though. </div><div><br></div><div>But, if he is already with other partner, then try to stay away. If you still can't accept the fact that it is over, maybe you should respect their partner. As I said earlier, you don't to other people the things that you don't like to happen to you.</div><div><br></div><div>Maybe my past relationship doesn't really work well. So, I never been in the situation where I still clinging to my ex. Please, I wish I don't have to be in that situation too. But, if I ever fall into that situation, God, please give me strength to hold myself. Remind me about respect.</div><div><br></div><div>Girls and women out there, please remember to appreciate your partner. While they are still around. I know you want him so bad, like really bad that you can't move on. But, please think of the feeling of their parner too.</div><div><br></div><div>I always believe that people who are meant to be together, will still be together. If you guys got separated, just believe that God have better arrangement for you. </div><div><br></div><div>P/S: <i>I remembered last time when I have my first break up. Its really painful for me, but I keep my distance. I stayed away. 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Talking about lazy bummer.</div><div><br></div><div>Why I didn't install it in my phone? Because last time I checked, you need to purchase it. Its Blogspot era. Today? I installed it for free. So, I might mumbling here quite often. </div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilqwGhJ5j-N_l3_Ar9_Di08Cq55Mdd_HLxRFwKaevKvO6geWcodo82yx0k7NeCOf12kbfK8hh1G8eaB2BpQQwms1WFBGrZMy-GEbprL6brE8R-Gl0VzaWKv9t9uQMcBiOX63-cWpJBSy1u/s640/blogger-image-908325424.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilqwGhJ5j-N_l3_Ar9_Di08Cq55Mdd_HLxRFwKaevKvO6geWcodo82yx0k7NeCOf12kbfK8hh1G8eaB2BpQQwms1WFBGrZMy-GEbprL6brE8R-Gl0VzaWKv9t9uQMcBiOX63-cWpJBSy1u/s640/blogger-image-908325424.jpg"></a></div><br></div><br></div>estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-85007607975302698322016-01-11T21:57:00.001+08:002016-01-11T21:57:15.200+08:00Saja-saja<div style="text-align: justify;">
Dah tahun 2016. Huhuh. Permulaan yang agak lancar. Stuck sikit-sikit tu standard la kan? Anyway, 2 orang kawan rapat bakal berkahwin tahun ini. Tahniah girls. jangan tanya aku bila, nanti kena jawapan bikin sakit hati. Dan, tolong jangan tanya soalan itu. Pedih.</div>
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Semoga tahun ni ada la sinar-sinar dalam kehidupan. Tahun lepas macam-macam berlaku. Yang sedih dan yang gembira. Isk, malas sebenarnya start menulis sini. Nanti melankolik. So, ini sejala tulisan malam ni. Nanti la kalau ada topik berfaedah baru melawat kembali.</div>
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Selamat malam :) </div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-41616224570552561482015-12-29T23:44:00.001+08:002015-12-29T23:44:22.907+08:00Terima kasih 2015. Selamat datang 2016.<div style="text-align: justify;">
Detik-detik akhir tahun 2015.</div>
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Tahun yang penuh dengan kejutan dan cabaran. Umur mencecah suku abad. Mengakhiri dan memulakan sesuatu yang baru. Pada yang diakhiri, terima kasih di atas kesempatan dan pengalaman yang diberikan. Pada yang dimulakan, marilah bersama-sama meneruskan langkah dan rangka haluan untuk masa hadapan.</div>
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Hidup ini bukan indah senantiasa, juga bukan tangisan semata. Walau ada ketika hiba sayu menerpa namun bersyukur pada senyuman dan kekuatan yang diberikan untuk menghadapi hari mendatang. Cabaran hari ini akan menjadi pengalaman dalam mengenali dan memahami erti hidup. </div>
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estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-79279332787500332032015-10-26T23:45:00.001+08:002015-10-26T23:45:11.082+08:00Monday Discomfort<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello! How's life? Does it treating you good? Bad? Fair? For me, life has been good so far. Except for the proneness of getting sick almost every other day. Basically I'm still the easily fatigued, exhausted, annoyed and don't really think much. Apa from that, I'm quite blessed with the people and environment around me. After a long day from work, it feel comforting to go back to this 'quarter-of-my-income' room. Expensive? Well, thats the cost of comfortable. At least I got somewhere nice to go back to right?</div>
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Currently in a quite stressful situation. Stomach discomfort since this morning. Its getting annoying but worrying at the same time. Especially when you have this past record having 'because-you-fucked-up' with your body sickness. Lets hope its not that serious. Maybe because of the age factor. Sad to admit but somehow I got sick quite frequently nowadays. Just now I was laying at the couch and its so comfortable that it soothes the pain. I almost fall asleep then got through it after awhile. And now lying on my bed made the pain worse. I'm totally screwed up in this way. The pain is so bothering that you hope crying will ease it but its not even to the point will make you cry. What you can do? Playing a song in repeat to distract your pain. The funny part? Its quite a sad song. </div>
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Seems like my brain rejecting all kind of thinking activity even to express any words that wondering there to resist the stomach discomfort. Now I'm really annoyed to the point I would cut out this stomach literally. #annoyed</div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-53952292977346261652015-09-19T11:09:00.001+08:002015-09-19T11:09:09.041+08:00Sabtu Biru<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hari bermalasan. Oh yeah. Apa rancangan untuk hari ini?</div>
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1. Keluar dengan Afni. Ok, ini sudah janji. Tunggu dia bangun seja la. Cepat la bangun, mereput juga dalam bilik ni.</div>
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2. Sementara tunggu dia bangun, bergolek-golek di katil daripada jam 8.30 tadi. Awal bangun kan? Bukannya susah pun. Hehehe</div>
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3. Belum terasa mo mandi sebab kalau sudah mandi nanti lapar. Hahahaha. </div>
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4. Mungkin boleh start baca buku yang dalam kotak. Banyak lagi tu belum baca, masih dalam plastik. Lepas tu ada hati lagi mo beli buku baru, buruk perangai betul.</div>
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5. Dengar lagu, tengok Youtube, skrol Facebook, main game, merepek dalam blog. Agak mudah juga idea itu. </div>
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6. Paling sandi? Tiba-tibq rasa mengantuk. Aiyo. Awal ba tidur smalam, belum lagi jam 1 pun.</div>
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7. Ahhhhhh. Tidur la kijap..</div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-47465206552216067732015-09-18T01:01:00.000+08:002015-09-18T01:01:15.836+08:00Sebulan berlalu<div style="text-align: justify;">
Genap sebulan memulakan kehidupan baru. Bagaimana kehidupan setakat ini? Menarik. Gembira dan puas hati.<br />
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Kerja? Masih terkial-kial, banyak teguran tapi sangat membina. Mungkin ini permulaan bagi sesuatu yang hebat pada masa akan datang. Terima kasih atas keperitan lampau yang memberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi cabaran ini dan penderitaan yang memaksa diri untuk membuat keputusan drastik untuk memulakan kehidupan baru. Bukan sifat diri untuk mengalah kerana kesusahan yang melanda. Itu sangat perit. Untuk melepaskan perjuangan bagi memperbaiki diri dan memulakan sesuatu yang baru agar diri bertambah baik dari semasa ke semasa. Semoga diri akan kuat menghadapi cabaran yang mendatang. <br />
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estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-71121037444989390392015-08-11T23:57:00.003+08:002015-08-11T23:57:46.305+08:00Kehidupan Baru<div style="text-align: justify;">
Bakal memulakan kehidupan di tempat baru. Tempat tinggal baru. Kerja baru. Orang-orang baru. Tiba masa untuk meletakkan keutamaan pada masa hadapan. </div>
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Kepada kehidupan masa lalu, terima kasih di atas pengalaman yang diberikan. Pengalaman gembira, terima kasih diatas kegembiraan yang mewarnai hari-hari. Pengalaman pahit, terima kasih diatas usaha untuk mendewasakan diri. Semoga kehidupan yang bakal bermula dapat ditempuhi dengan semangat daripada pengalaman lalu.</div>
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Kepada insan-insan yang pernah menjadi sebahagian daripada kehidupan lepas, semoga anda semua beroleh kebahagian dan ketenangan. Terima kasih diatas semua kenangan yang kita pernah lalui bersama, ia akan kekal menjadi sebahagian daripada diri. Maafkan diri sekiranya tidak pernah menghargai dan pernah menyakiti perasaan anda, mohon kemaafan dari hati. Sesiapa yang masih kekal menjadi watak dalam kehidupan baru, saya akan berusaha untuk lebih menghargai anda. </div>
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Saya akan menjadi manusia yang lebih kuat, lebih menghargai, lebih memahami dan lebih dewasa. Saya tidak akan mensia-siakan kehidupan baru yang saya akan mulakan. Cerita saya belum tamat, saya akan terus maju dan kembangkan cerita kehidupan saya ini. Saya juga akan lebih bertanggungjawab pada setiap keputusan yang saya lakukan. Semoga tuhan akan terus memberi saya kekuatan dan memberi petunjuk untuk saya meneruskan kehidupan. </div>
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P/S: <i>kadang-kadang saya rasa sedih dengan apa yang saya telah lakukan pada diri sendiri. saya kurang menghargai diri sendiri, saya lupa pada perkara-perkara yang penting dalam hidup saya. Maafkan saya sekiranya saya mempunyai salah dan silap.</i></div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-49731718801773937072015-08-11T23:41:00.002+08:002015-08-11T23:41:44.684+08:00Awak<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hai awak. Pertama sekali, kita ingin ucap terima kasih kat awak. Awak mungkin takkan baca apa yang kita tulis ni, memang kita tak nak bagi awak baca pun. hahaha. </div>
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Terima kasih kat awak sebab awak kita ada semangat kembali nak hidup setiap hari. Mungkin awak tak tahu. Tapi kita sentiasa hargai masa kita bersembang dengan awak. Kita sembang banyak perkara dengan awak. Kita bersyukur sebab tuhan bagi peluang kat kita untuk jumpa dengan awak. Tuhan masih sayangkan kita. Yeah. </div>
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estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-43047343822499618962015-08-08T03:01:00.000+08:002015-08-08T03:01:41.751+08:00Perjalanan mencari jawapanDalam bas menuju ke Pulau Pinang.<br />
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Seorang rakan mengajak ke Pulau Pinang, namun tidak mampu membuat keputusan sehingga petang tadi. Memang sudah lama berhasrat ke Pulau Pinang, lebih-lebih lagi selepas bergelar penganggur. Selama sebulan bergelar penganggur, minggu depan akan bermula kehidupan di tempat tinggal dan tempat kerja baru. </div>
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Perjalanan kali ini bukan sekadar jemputan rakan tetapi lebih kepada muhasabah diri. Terlalu banyak perkara yang perlu difikirkan dan ada beberapa keputusan yang perlu dibuat. Krisis perasaan dan fikiran. Ini keputusan yang agak sukar. Pertaruhan yang agak berat. Semoga perjalanan ini mampu memberi sinar dan kekuatan untuk membuat keputusan.</div>
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estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-8890324632110394842015-07-23T02:27:00.002+08:002015-07-23T02:31:51.197+08:00Thursday Frustration<div style="text-align: justify;">
Thursday. I'm trying to figure out what actually I want. If this is the right decision for me? Would I regret after all these years? The situation are not much different but not the same. I'm stuck here and still trying to make some decision. Should I let this go or should I just be cool about it? The challenge is real. Would I spend the rest of my life to actually wondering 'what if/maybe/I should' . I could fall into despair. And if I'm despair, I will disappear. I really should take a break from all this wondering. Nothing is for sure. What I'm waiting? </div>
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P/S: <i>it is one of the night when I'm wondering what would this lead to? Apart from that, I have others important matter to be resolved. For this kind of current wondering matter, somehow deep down I know that this will not be resolved soon. It will take some time to make some important decision. </i></div>
estheryhpinkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08459784899962186481noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1519127014479645263.post-18207206816773062492015-07-14T01:58:00.001+08:002015-07-14T01:58:16.342+08:00Rant on Tuesday <div style="text-align: justify;">
I've been jobless for almost a week. And its killing me to actually sits at home doing nothing. Its annoying and tiring at the same time. </div>
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Anyway, there's few thing that still pending. I need to figure out what should I do about it.</div>
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1. My father are coming to send my youngest brother that I never meet to private university next week. He ask me to find accomodation for him and his son. </div>
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2. I need to find accomodation at my new place. I'm going to move out from Putrajaya soon. Thank you for the memories. I have to move on.</div>
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3. I need to find a part time job for this time being. Probably will go out tomorrow for job hunting. Best of luck there, its school holiday season. I need some income too.</div>
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4. Relationship? Lets see how this story goes.</div>
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I have a lot in mind for my new place. I want to stay in a nice place so I wont be too stressed even if I'm alone. This one year quality of life quite okay but I will do better for this coming year. </div>
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After living for almost 3 decades, I feel that the concept of in a relationship might not worked well with me. Have to find new approach to make this more reasonable for me.</div>
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About religion? I really need to make up my mind? Well, life is unpredictable. I don't know when my time will come and strike me. </div>
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P/S: <i>My mind start wandering and my fingers keep typing. It became harder for me to go any deeper than my current writing. Emotion on rampage but I don't know how to express all of these. This is what I called fucked up moments. #keepliving #keepbelieving</i></div>
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I planned to call my family to ask about their wellbeing but forgotten until 2 of my friends asked about my family back in Sabah (Thank you Afni and Fiza). Well, my family also didn't say anything about it. This "You don't ask, I don't tell' attitude is highly intense in the family huh? My brother only sent me this picture, back of my mom, to our groupchat (its a lame 3 siblings fighting group). So I called him to ask about it.</div>
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Apparently, he was sending my mom to the hospital because she was bitten by a dog. I have no idea how that happen but at least he know what or when information/news should be shared. #AchievementUnlocked Hopefully nothing serious about it. My brother also shared about the earthquake incident this morning. It was like a bumpy ride (that was the exact words he said). Thank God no damage or injury caused. So I had this quite long conversation with him and my 2 other brothers, Raymie and Rahim. It was quite awkward conversation and Rahim is a bit reluctant to speak with me (Tony said probably he is scared to talk to me. Talking about the evil stepsister?). </div>
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Afterward, my father called me. Yeah, since he wouldn't pick up or more like rejected my call before that. I asked him about the earthquake incident this morning and he thought that some thugs shaking his car while waiting at the traffic light (nice one!). He only realize that it was an earthquake probably from his friends or people talking around. </div>
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Conversation with my father are never boring for me. We talked and chatted like friends. He seldomly call me to tell anything, I have to dig out the conversations and issues. This conversation inspired me to write all these words (since I can't talk, I will write. I will not let this slide easily)</div>
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I tell my father that probably I want to go back next month. And as usual, he will say there's no need to do that, no need to come back. You think I will let this slide? Then I said that I haven't go back this year. He said why I want to go back? So I jokingly said that what if I want to go back to get married? He said that I can marry ANYONE except a Muslim. ANYONE. Wow. No offence muslim people, my father just being super defensive here. He said he had no trust and doesn't believe in them. Wow again. So much distrust huh? Does this mean I can't get married with a Muslim? What if I change my religion to be a Muslim? I can't imagine what will happen. But, I will not get married without his consent. That's a fact.</div>
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After chatting for quite some time, he want to end the conversation because he is 'home'. Hahahaha. Funny one. And his last message before ending the call "there's no need for you to go back hometown, just stay there and I will find some time to go there and visit you. I love you.". Set aside 'I love you', he is very determined, taking the precaution and prevention to avoid me going home huh? We'll see about that, you know that I have my own stand on this right? Anyway, love you too dad. </div>
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