I'm not joking...
I really miss him...
Really...Really and really...
I'm
Melancholy attack....
And I don't know if I should or shouldn't tell him...
He will not even bother bout it anyway, I guess...
The more I tried to hold myself...
The more I hurt...
But if I about to let it go...
The pain is even greater for me...
Its really make your heart torn when you can't express it...
I don't know what to do now...
This is the price I pay for not appreciating...
Maybe...And just maybe...
This price I can't afford to pay anymore...
I always thought that I had done my best...
But it just not enough isn't it?
There are thousands reason for me to let this go...
But the ONE reason that make me still want to hold this feeling...
Ya,
Only ONE...
He would hate me if I keep bothering him...
And I wouldn't want it to be that way...
Hatred is a feeling that the last thing I want to encounter...
I might not understand LOVE...
But I also wouldn't want to know HATE...
"How are you? Are you fine there? I love and miss you so much..." - I can only write it here since I can't express it directly...
Cheer up k..sometimes you have to learn to be hurt and let it go for u to become strong and cntinue ur life...do not worry so much.. I knw im not d one advicing u,but im helping u to go through wit it.. ther's a lot fishes in the seas, do not let one fishes will makes us suffer ur entire life till u never wana face the future...stand up and prove dat u r strong!
ReplyDeletehahaha...thanks Dith...
ReplyDeleteI already think u as my sister...
so any advice are welcomed...
maybe there are still many things that I didn't let go...
I'm tired being hurt Dith...I think these are paybacks for what I had done in my past...
So maybe someday I will get through all these..
I'm lucky to have so many friends around me...
and they love me too...XD