Girls Day Out

Huhuhu...

Today hang out with my girlfriends...

We meet at KFC Tuaran...

and chit chat...

then without preparation earlier...

we went to Nexus Resort Karambunai...

then we stroll around the beach....

we also walk around there...

i tried to avoid all the people that i know there...

but 1of the sport and recreation staff saw me...

cannot avoid..

hhahahaah...

then we go to Salut...

eat Lokan Bakar, Soto Ayam and drink Fresh Coconut...

and now??

I'm at home on saturday night!

This is the most unexciting part...

today i had so much fun with my girls...

tonight i stranded in my own house...

what the heck?

Waiting for you..

once again..
i'm here in the dark...
crying and searching for you....
you go away as i walk toward you...
you let my hand go when i tried to hold you...
you really make my heart cry in pain...
why must you make me shed my tears...
the tears came out as you turn to leave...
my heart teared into pieces...
i searching for you in this darkness...
i want you come and take me out...
please save me from this darkness...
hold my hand and take me out...
i'm waiting for you...

Pada Malam Hari Jumaat

huhuhuh....

td tgk 'The Prince of Persia'

best~~~

mmg mantap la wayang dia...

nothing much to say...

tp enjoy juga td....

get to know some new friends..

skrg d uma suda....

bsuk mau p KFC Tuaran...

ada gathering with my BB and friends....

huhuhu...

rindu da sm drg...

see u all tomorrow...

skrg mau p tdur...

bsuk ada dating....

hahhahah....

24 May & 25 May 2006

24 May 2006 - nothing specific... just everyday me....

25 May 2006 - exam ended.... my life surrounded by men and issues..

Midnight crap of mine

"yesterday cut"

the tears keep came out...

as I tried to stop it...

the more it flows out...

reminiscing the day that already passed...

i thought i could just leave it there...

but it keep haunting my life..

why you must be there?

and why i must in this situation?

at the time where i think that i already forget about you...

you simply walk into my world...

knocking the door of my life...

make my day become cloudy and rainy...

make the light become dim and hazy...

i try to move on..

i try to start again..

but you just keep wandering there...

i close my eyes but i saw you in my heart..

i shut my mouth but i keep saying your name in my heart..

the spaces between my fingers feels so empty...

like the space that you leave inside my heart..

how long you will haunt my day and night?

how many time i need to suffer the feeling?

how long i can hide inside the dark corner and cry for you?

how many tears i have to shed to ease this cut you leave?

My Second Night at Home

Yupz!

Today is my second night at home..

there is a saying crossed my mind just now...

"today is better than yesterday"

well...

to be frank...

tonight is better than last night...

better environment i guess...

but today emotion still unstable...

still affected by my brother action...

surprisingly...

his rudeness level really annoying...

i gotta feeling to torn him into pieces...

my patience level almost reach its limit...

stop it or i will stop it for you...

don't challenge my patience level...

you will regret it...

i will make sure you will...

this morning i had stuff to follow up..

really dislike this type of formal things to be done..

so many procedures...

and off course i will face so many reaction and behaviors..

peoples...

now its already 25th of May...

will be back to Penang on July...

the date is still unknown...

i still haven't book my ticket..

now i don't feel like want to sleep yet...

hurm...

what i want to do then...

I'm Home....

Yup!

I'm home...

Thats mean I'm at Tuaran...

To be specific I'm at Kg Kauluan Tuaran...

and...

I'm so damn annoyed at home..

first, my brother problem...

just now I feel like want to pierce him into pieces..

second, mosquitoes!

'they' really conquered this home..

third, insects...

now I'm typing in the dark...

still there are many insects that wandering and attacking me...

I feel like I'm dying because of itchiness...

last but not least...

actually the most annoying thing happening right now..

the broadband line...

NO 3G...just GPRS...

still can connect to internet...

but really slow and my FB account home page need 5minutes to open...

what kind of connection is that??

I'm so happy back to Sabah..

But so annoyed when reach home...

what that supposed to mean??

This situation here really make me wanna run away from home...

(really stressed right now..)

I am suffering from itchiness since at Arau..

and now at home..

the itchiness level upgraded...

to decrease this stress level..

I think better for me to disconnect now before this annoyance grew larger and bigger..

bye..bye..

Penang - KL

Now I'm at LCCT..

waiting for the next flight to KK...

Departing from Penang 8.15 am this morning and reach at 9.05am...

met with an Indonesian woman that first time ride flight..

show her around and how to catch her next flight..

my next flight will be on 12.50pm...

still have around 2 hours to waste...

maybe will wander around here...

If just sit here, I think I will become mushroom...

hahahahha....

anyway feel really bored...

my dad will fetch me at KK...

*speechless,wordless*

MASUM Fasa 1

huhuhu...

MASUM fasa 1 di UiTM Perlis...

best juga la...

bukan best apa...

enjoy la sebab ikut sport...

experience...

so fun....

Karate team dapat 4 silver medal...

1st silver, Vice Captain Ang Choon Siang (under 60kg)...

2nd Silver, Jasper Olsen (under 75kg)...

3rd Silver, Esther Yong (under 61kg)

4th Silver, See Wen Shing (under 68kg)

sukan yang lain...

Softball perempuan dapat Bronze...

Tennis lelaki Bronze...

Tennis perempuan Bronze...

Badminton lelaki masuk final..

result belum tau lagi...

best juga la dapat berkenalan dengan budak karate dari uni lain...

sangat mengejutkan...

saya ikut sukan???

saya pun susah mau percaya...

then dapat medal lagi tu...

lagilaaaa~~~

*Kenangan di UiTM Perlis..

 

14 May, 15 May, 16 May ,19 May and 20 May 2006

14th May 2006 - rumors will affect many people... thats a fact.. action without investigation will destroy people..that was also a fact..

15th May 2006 - so shocked with my Physics result...unbelievable.. the result was too low..(didn't do any revision also...XD)

16th May 2006 - nothing much...BI exam really sucks...

19th May 2006 - on 18th May, didn't went to school.. went to Hospital Berungis... lost 1teeth.. and get to know with 1of the staff...(really funny)

20th May 2006 - Chemistry, Biology, Additional Mathematics, and Geography... (dizzy)

HaLu hALu~~

ishashiburi ne?

Its been a while I didn't jot something in my diary huh?

I have been busy this few days...

ya...

busy sleeping...

watching drama...

eating....

and meeting...

this 15th of May,I will go to Perlis...

Joining MASUM...

so blur....

because I'm not into sport person...

and now joining sport....

even me myself feel awkward about this thing...

hahahha....

now I want to continue to watch IRIS~~

11 May & 13 May 2006

11 May 2006 - arguing with BF(now EX),rumors spread...

13 May 2006 - still arguing with BF(same on 11may)

*rumors are poisonous...XD

8 May 2006

5.25pm/Monday/080506

i at home..angry with my BF..so busybody~~ i send msg to my bestfren BF...and then he start to get jealous for nothing....headache....at koseng besday...we celebrate it at Razz Ma Tazz...it was the first time i enter Razz...With the excuse of my BF bday...really stupid~~wakwakawkkawk...on the 6th of may 2006...i went to keningau...watch borneo safari with my BF,besfren and her BF..and at the last of this record.....so tension...coz haven't revise for Physics exam...yahaa~~

The list of comics I had~~

P/S: There are still comics that I can't recall the title...hurm..really miss you all....wait for my homecoming....love you all... I will put you all in 'special' place...XD *just now i'm saying that goin to sleep*wink2*