STUPID!! AWAKE!!

Why am I being so sensitive just now??

Clearly they are joking and normally I would not care and join the conversation..

But TODAY..

I suddenly PISSED OFF..

What happened to me??

Calm down you stupid girl!!!

Why are you so angry anyway???

THINK..THINK..THINK..

Take a deep breathe...

Filling my head with loud songs...

Calm down Esther...

Really feel like want to cry...

I never feel something like this before...

Silly!!Stupid!!

My chest really in pain...

I wondering when is the last time I feel this way and really cannot retrieve...

Maybe I should cry to calm myself...

Please stay away from me awhile...

I might hurt people right now...

I don't want to hurt others and feeling regret later..

I feel like want to scream out loud...

But it would be completely irrational to do that...

Thank god...I am still not into that extent...

Sorry to Addrean, DeeDee, Meredith, Takiuddin, and Sly..

Maybe I had spread my anger to all of you just now..

I also don't understand what happen just now..

It pop out suddenly...

Really IDIOT ME!!!!!