Esther...Die...

HuHuHuHuUUHUhUHu...

what am I doing??

I am confused...

what is the meaning of all this??

more complicated and confusing...

maybe I just can't keep my mouth shut!

my friend already remind me..

don't be too honest..

and that is my BIGGEST weaknesses...

Too honest ( sometimes ) at a time I shouldn't be..

although this have hurt me from I know the meaning of 'hurt'

I just can't ignore it..

its my nature I think so??

why I must say it??

actually its not honest...

Its like saying something that I shouldn't say..

or maybe saying things that I MUST NOT say..

Am I stupid or dumb??

why I should be like this??

why??

go away from me...

I might hurt you before I realize it was too late to keep quiet..

I hate this part of me...

you are mad Esther..

you know it hurt you...

but still you done it...

again and again..

when would this end anyway?