Saturday Night

I'm at home right now...

Alone and listening to musics inside my laptop...

Today..

I only when to my late grandma graveyard...

with my younger brother, Tony...

Then we went to pick some mangoes-teen @ Manggis...

after that we went home...

not much to write now...

but feel so bored right now...

*sigh*

this few days...

many things circled in my mind...

my emotion also become very sensitive...

I become confused with my own decisions..

I think about what had happened over and over again...

when I went to bed...

I can't help it...

many sad feeling crowding my heart...

I try to be alone...

and calm myself like I always did...

But it just doesn't effective as before...

I hate when my mind thinking without my approval...

It makes me feel regret the things that I already done and can't reverse...

But I always think a lot to view things positively and make feel relieved..

I try to rationalize everything that happened to ease my feelings..

now?

I'm stuck with my thinking,feelings and life...

*plus I'm hungry...(wink)*