Thinking of writing a story. Maybe a novel. Maybe just a short story. But still thinking.

"What I want to write about?"

-In dilemma mode-

Frustration that make me Frustrated

I didn't frustrated I almost lost at Putrajaya last night. I'm not frustrated because of the RM4 fried mee that tasted suck I ate last night nor the grass jelly water that cost me RM2(a bit but still can be forgiven). I also not that frustrated nor overwhelming excited watching the Super Junior M. I did feel some frustration but it just minor and didn't really affect my day. But. But. I was feeling super-duper mega bombastic frustrated because of HUJAN band! Damn it! Why I fell into this frustrated mode? Because I didn't manage to watch their concert last night! I want to blame the Super Junior M that finished late? Well they finished in time. Or blame the technicians that slow? I saw them running setup the stage after the Super Junior M finished their concert. Or maybe just blame that we have to gather at 12am and the concert started at 11.30pm? Blame the tentative that didn't place Hujan Band to perform first? arghhhhhh... I don't know. 


The one that I really looking forward to, the Hujan performance and I didn't manage to watch it? Kidding me? Seriously I almost cried last night! But it doesn't happen because I'm cool? hahahaha.. I just didn't cry in public space, in the sea of people. I want to watch they perform! Hujan! With the power of soothing in Noh(vocalist) voice and energetic band performance, I really looking forward to their performance! I watched their concert last year at Hot Fm Big Jam Penang, and that hook me totally into their band. Before that I do listen to their songs, but didn't really pay attention. That night I listen to their concert and holding back my tears because listening to their song that just like slap me in the face. What song? Thats my little secret. :p 


The latest song that sung by Noh, Tunggu Sekejap, was very awesome. The original track was sung by Allahyarham Tan Sri P. Ramlee. Who doesn't love his songs or films are just weird (I mean P.Ramlee). Okay, back to Hujan. I hope to watch Noh and his band play the song and their another new song, Muda. I love Hujan Band. Their songs are awesome! Well, I think a lot of people know about them right?  To soothe my frustration and the feeling of frustrated, I listen to their songs since this morning. Especially 'Tunggu Sekejap'.


This song was one of the track in Satu Indiepretasi - Dimanakan Ku Cari Ganti. This album was created to give new voice to the old songs. All the songs was sung by local indie band. Here are the track listing:

1. Hujan • Tunggu Sekejab – dari filem Sarjan Hassan (1955)

2. Sevencollar T-Shirt • Jangan Tinggal Daku – dari filem Ibu Mertuaku (1962)

3. One Buck Short • Pok Pok Bujang Lapok – dari filem Pendekar Bujang Lapok (1959)

4. Couple • Menche Che Bujang Lapok – dari filem Seniman Bujang Lapok (1961)

5. Altimet [feat Imran Ajmain] • Maafkan Kami – dari filem Pendekar Bujang Lapok (1959)

6. Subculture • Bunyi Gitar – dari filem Tiga Abdul (1964)

7. Monoloque • Tiada Kata Scantik Bahasa – dari filem Anakku Sazali (1956)

8. Azlan & The Typewriter feat AG & Co • Jeritan Batin Ku – dari filem Ibu Mertuaku (1962)

9. Bittersweet • Getaran Jiwa – dari filem Antara Dua Darjat (1960)

10. Pesawat • Ai Ai Ai Twist – dari filem Masam Masam Manis (1965)

11. The Ramlees (A supergroup featuring Yuna, Liyana Fizi, Amirah [of the band TILU] and Najwa Mahiaddin) • Itulah Sayang – dari filem Anakku Sazali (1956)

12. Pop Shuvit • Aci Aci Buka Pintu – dari filem Nasib Labu Labi (1963)

13. Awanband • Malam Bulan Dipagar Bintang – dari filem Pendekar Bujang Lapok (1959)

14. Grey Sky Morning • Malam Pesta Muda Mudi – dari filem Nasib Do Re Mi (1966)

15. They Will Kill Us All • Sepanjang Riwayatku – dari filem Sesudah Subuh (1967)

16. Yuna • Gelora Jiwa – dari filem Anjuran Nasib (1952)

17. Meet Uncle Hussain [feat Hazama] • Ya Habibi Ali Baba – dari filem Ali Baba Bujang Lapok(1961)

18. Kugiran D’Tepi Pantai • Nujum Pa’ Blalang – dari filem Nujum Pa’ Blalang (1959)

* the one that in red are the songs that I already listen. They all are awesome! I listen to their songs at Xfm. 

This album can be purchased through online download and physical album. I'm not sure about the online download. But to purchase the physical album can buy here--->>http://store.lagunamusic.my/vmchk/P-Ramlee-Satu-Indiepretasi-CD. 

*picture credit to Google*

This is the cover of the album.

Back to my Hujan story. To ease my frustration, I want to post the lyric of their song in this album- Tunggu Sekejab.

Tunggu sekejap wahai kasih

Kerana hujan masih renyai

Tunggu sekejap

Dalam pelukan asmara ku

Jangan bimbang

Walaupun siang akan menjelma

Malam ini
Belum puas ku bercumbu dengan dinda

Tunggu sekejap wahai kasih

Tunggulah sampai hujan teduh

Mari ku dendang
Jangan mengenang orang jauh

( korus )

Jangan pulang
Jangan tinggalkan daku sorang

Tunggu sekejap
Tunggu kasih
Tunggu sekejap

P/S: The moment I write this lyric, suddenly its raining. How ironic huh? Love this song.

Some Random in Midnight

Life's Journey

When we had the taste of greatness, we tend to expect more and more..

As expectation get high, the pressure that we get will become higher..

Why we had the time to worried about the things that not yet happened?

Why we keep pressuring our mind and keep pushing ourself?

Watching from the sideline doesn't mean we don't care..

Let them shape their own roads..

The obstacles along the road will make them learn..

Why drag them in your perfection dream?

Why push them to the corner of humiliation?

Why we have to compare our life with their?

We live our life, they own their life.

Everyone have their own role in this world.

Why we have to decide the road that they should take?

We nourish our life and living from the experiences.

Let them taste the experiences from the choices they made.

Why they have to taste what you taste?

Why they have to feel what you feel?

And why they have to see what you see?

I don't get it but it just happen naturally.

There's a thing that we doesn't realize until we encounter with them.

And I just realized this when I encounter with it.

-pinkpink-

052511

2.52am

P/S: I used to say to my mum when she is trying to control my life. "Don't do this! Stop it! It's not good........" And lots more nagging from her. I just say this straight up to her face, "I know what I'm doing now is not right. Don't tell me stop, cause I will just not stop right away. Let me feel what its like to be in this way or doing this. Sooner or later, I will stop without you pushing me. I will only go against you. Please." After that, she only keep quite and reflecting herself. Maybe. I know she is hurt watching from the sidelines. I know she wept when I got myself into troubles. I saw her tears when I say those words. All I've been through had made me the way I am today. Lets stop regretting for what I'd done in the past and for not walking the decent life. I'm not saying we should go against our mom. But I just saying what I had done before. I'm not regretting for saying something like that, cause I just can't live to make her proud when I keep regretting those words. I'd try to live this life to keep up with my words. I hate promises cause its broke my heart every time the promise is broken.

So much feeling, so little words..

So many to express, so little courage to do..

So much to write, but its not here..

Live and Love

     People said, there is a thing in our life doesn't matter how hard we tried, we just can't make it. I think thats the reason why people come out with this phrase,

" Live your life everyday, cherish every moment that come into our life".

And a few other phrases that encourage us to live our life, enjoying the present and etc. Hurm.. For me, its hard for me to forgot for the person that came into my life and leave a big impact on me. (unless, someone can leave a bigger impact than the person does.:p) I'm living my life everyday, I cherish the moments (sometimes) but I seldom cherish the people that means a lot to me. I will only feel sad/bad/etc when they walk away from my life. I tried my best to cherish, but I feel I end up hurting them. I don't have the courage to express love to the person I love. Who knows? I'm not sure either.

"只怕我自己会爱上你, 不敢让自己靠的太近. 怕我没什么能够给你, 爱你也需要很大的勇气"

By the way, I will not drag this melancholy of mine any longer. For someone that used to mean something to me, maybe you don't know how you impact my life. I believe that no one know about you. Maybe they know, maybe they don't. Whatever! I need to express here, thanks for coming into my life. You teach me one thing when I'm not sure with my own feeling and inspired me. I don't know how to say it exact in words, but those words resonance deep inside my heart. I can say that, 

“我说怕会爱上你，但是我已经爱上了你。我是真的怕我没什么能够给你，我没有这么大的勇气要爱你。谢谢你，你给了我爱，你给我新的想法。我们不能在一起，但我要你知道我希望你可以得到幸福跟你亲爱的人。你是我意外，难忘的爱。”

15 May 2011

     Hectic + Chaos + Impulse day! Hectic because late wake up, Chaos because a bit 'kelam-kabut', Impulse because suddenly decided to explore KL with the 'Hop-on Hop off City Tour'. And guess what? It was really awesome! Super duper awesome! Short synopsis, my tourist wannabe day! (I already act like an tourist! LOL) 

      Okay! What is so awesome about this tour? Well, like the tour name 'Hop-on Hop-off', we can hop-on the bus (off course with ticket la weih~). The ticket is quite cheap, for local student, I was charged Rm12 only! And? It was for 24 hours! Thats mean I still can use it today until 3pm! (okay, exposure here. I start my trip on 3pm..:p) For the other packages: 

STANDARD ADULT TICKET (for non-local passenger)

(24 Hours & 48 Hours)


CHILD (5-12Yrs), STUDENT & DISABLE TICKET(for non local passenger)

(24 Hours & 48 Hours)


MyKAD ADULT TICKET

(24 Hours & 48 Hours)


MyKAD CHILD (5-12Yrs), STUDENT & DISABLE TICKET

(Note: This were copied directly from their website <http://www.myhoponhopoff.com/ticket.php>)

     So cheap isn't it? Well, compared to riding taxi or any other mode of transportation(in my opinion). Plus, this bus make it easier for those who want to visit the attraction of Kuala Lumpur. They will stop at 22bus stop and will come every 30min (well, depends on the traffic I guess. Its KL by the way).  Bus with sky view/open deck..... Further information, please read the visitors guide here-->http://www.myhoponhopoff.com/visitor.php

They also have provide the list of the attractions here-->http://www.myhoponhopoff.com/attractions.php

     Okay, stop with the info there, I want to share about my journey! With picture narration..:p

*waiting for train at station .....*

*waiting for the Hop-on Hop-off bus at KL Sentral, the bus-stop is 11b*

*pass through the National Museum*

*the drop the passenger that want to 'hop-off'*

*This is my map..:p*

*this is one of the tourist..hahahah*

*pass through the National Monument junction..:p*

*ah-ah! again this chubby face..:P*

~~pass through several places but didn't manage to take a good picture...=.="~~

*at Dataran Merdeka*

*still there*

* this is the awesome bus! ahahaha...this one with sky view..:) *

*I believe that is Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad..*

*St Mary Church, the oldest church in KL. Built at 1894*

*Its raining, so I can only snap this 'tourist' face..:p*

*this is my awesome pass! :p*

*its raining out there..:) *

*Pass through Suria KLCC*

*Petronas Twin Tower*

*interior of the bus*

*my first hop-off! where is this?:p*

*tadaaa~ KL Tower! I wanted to go here since my first year journey to KL..:p*

* the cultural village there, and my future husband is choosing which house he like.. (okay, its a lie..hahahah)*

*time capsule~*

*the tourist is riding a horse! (impian jadi kenyataan! sobsobsob...)*

* this my first hop-off bus stop..:p*

*awesome park! where? ;p taken from the bus with open decker! :p*

*see? awesome car! I mean the red one.hahaha...Its a buggy I think..:p*

*pass through KLCC*

*pass through the Karyaneka*

*fuhhh, I feel like I'm in New York. (over exaggerating) Touchdown! Bukit Bintang!*

*This boy is my unintended model..;p*

*Say YES! to awesome ! hahahha*

*I realized this poster! And I got the intuition I will meet someone I knew there.*

* <3 *

*Dikir Barat performance..*

*woohoooo~~*

* Told ya, I knew I'm gonna meet him here. En Hafiz.. :p*

*cool!*

*Spotted!*

*1Malaysia dance performance, so many performance? why?*

*This is it! To all adult in Malaysia, Selamat Hari Belia!*

*while waiting for the bus, forgot to mention, I'm already at my 2nd hop-off..*

*next hop-off, China Town! hoohoo! I bought new wallet here..yeay!*

*Last picture since my camera battery already kong..hahahha...*

     Ya, so thats all for my journey. I can't elaborate more although I have lot more story to share. I'm tired and my eyes almost shut and it feels like it was glued. =.=" (okay, mata memang sepet natural. macam c Anicx cakap, mata ni macam ada gam la...hahahhahah) .Night peeps! I need to sleep! Lot more adventure to be discover during my days in KL. Maybe lot more surprises? Who knows? :)

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

While browse through some article, I found this article interesting (there's a lot! but I choose this one..:p) Because? It's not too long and not too short.. This flirting style was discovered by a professor of communication studies at University of Kansas, Jeffrey Hall. So lets begin! Lets discover which flirting style you used the most?

1. Physical Flirting

• involves the expression of sexual interest in a potential partner. People who scored high in this form of flirting often develop relationships quickly, have more sexual chemistry and have a greater emotional connection to their partners.

2. Traditional Flirting

•  believe men should make the first move and women should not pursue men. Due to adopting a more passive role in dating, women with this style are likely to report trouble getting men’s attention and are less likely to flirt or be flattered by flirting. Traditional men often know a potential partner for a longer time before approaching them. Both genders tend to be introverted and prefer a more intimate dating scene.

3. Polite Style Flirting

• focuses on proper manners and non-sexual communication. While they are less likely to approach a potential partner and do not find flirting flattering, they do tend to have meaningful relationships.

4. Sincere Flirting

•  based on creating emotional connections and communicating sincere interest. While women tend to score higher in this style, it is highly advocated by both genders. Relationships involve strong emotional connections and sexual chemistry and are typically meaningful.

5. Playful Flirting

• flirt with little interest in a long-term romance. However, they find flirting fun and enhancing to their self-esteem. They are less likely to have an important and meaningful relationship.

Men and women have they own flirting style. Believe it or not, flirting style will actually determine the duration of the relationship. People that engage into physical and playful style of flirt tend to involve in a shorter relationship compared to sincere and polite style of flirt. According to Professor Jeffrey Hall, if you are unhappy with the type of person you are attracting, you should modify your flirting style. Flirting style tend to describe person personality and will be hard to change. But, you can always modify your flirting style to find the right person in a relationship. Unless you don't want to commit any serious/further relationships, finding the right person is necessary and important to create a long term and lasting relationship.