Let Me Tell You Something

I managed to stop my obsession...
And Yes! It also stopped my inspiration to write..
I'm not a poet nor a storyteller..
But at least I can say that obsession make my ideas flow and inspired me to write..
That obsession makes me full of emotion...
Its not a bad thing, and I do miss all those moments...
Now I can say that my mind will gone blank every time I tried to start a sentence..
Those obsession burst out the other side of me..
Now I'm almost back to the numb and emotionless state..
Well, its not bad too...
Then what is good then?


P/S: This song is one of my favorite song by Frankie J, Obsession. This song seem so deep to me. I discovered this song along with his another song, More Than Words. Few songs that hit straight to my heart along with this song are Get Right by J.Lo and also Switch by Will Smith. Not to be left back, Akon come out with Mr Lonely that is a hit that time..:D


Obsession by Frankie J


(Check check ...this happened for real ...baby bash..yo.. frankie j.... obession)

Its early in the morning
And my heart is really lonely
Just thinkin bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I dont know how to take it
But its driving me so crazy
I dont know if its right
I'm tossin turning in my bed
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And I still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Weak...
I'm feeling hopeless in my home
I dont know what to do but I think I'm in love
Baby...

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Now I know you're not my lady I'm just tryin to make this right
I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind
So baby if u let me could I getchu to say maybe we could ride together
We could do this all nite now I dont care if u got a man
Baby I wish you'd understand
Cuz I kno he cant love u right, quite like I can
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And I still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Weak...
I'm feeling hopeless at home
I dont kno what to do but I think I'm in love

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
Its an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me dream
Shorty got me feelin less supreme
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feel less supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, I love to spend it
And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream
You're my blessin when I'm stressin
My superfly beauty queen
I'm gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my money know how I do, we go rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) what am I do wrong [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
What am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong?) what am I do so wrong? [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Amor

Malaysian Gold Jamboree 2011

• Tarikh  : 25 March hingga 27 March 2011.
• Tempat: Bukit Merah Laketown Resort

Okay, secara keseluruhan memang best! Sebab? ramai kawan2! hehehe. Dan? memang pengalaman menarik la. Bayangkan lah ko terpaksa berdiri di tepi jalan, menunggu orang berbasikal lalu pastu hulur buah + mineral water. Lawak k? Tapi menarik! Perasaan seronok kalau dorang ambil air and buah ko hulur. Puas hati.:D.. Biarpun mood ada swing sikit time disana, masih boleh handle lagi. Sabar ko nak! :) apapapun, thanks to all kawan2 yang join sama pada aktiviti ni,mmg terbaik la! kalau lain kali ada aktiviti lagi, jangan lupa invite! Thanks to MBNPP sebab bagi peluang kepada student USM jadi sukarelawan.:D wokeh! sekarang gambar2 menyusul!

P/S: A picture worth of thousand words, so let the pictures tell you the story. Didn't manage to take pictures with my camera, guess have to wait the pictures from others. :D

Slowing Down

     Slowing down? Yeah, totally slowing down in blogging. Hurm, no things to share or post?

Actually there are lot of things to share but there are few factors that restraining me from updating my blogs. The factors are: 

1. Lazy. The most important and hard to escape factor. Rather than updating my blog, I prefer to sleep, play games, watching movie / anime, Facebook, etc. Thats why almost all the time I was blogging during 11am-6am, most active time..:p 

2. Assignments and homeworks. This few weeks been busy with assignments and homeworks. So didn't have time to blogging. Most of the time, I spend my 'active time' doing my works. :p

3. Occupied with activities. I can say there are lot of things ongoing this few weeks. I just came back from the Malaysian Gold Jamboree last night. My body are aching now. Although the management quite 'berterabur', its okay for me as long as there are friends around. (will elaborate more this in next post). Let me recall what are the activity in March I have attended.

• Malam Citra Bayu 2011
• Penang X-Jam
• Karate Upgrading
• Adwave week
• Malaysian Gold Jamboree

*okay, lot of it I forgot already. hahaha.. These are some that I can recall. (cheh, macam la saya yang urus...LOL)

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P/S: I think thats all for this post, I'm really speechless~ :p And almost forgot to mention...

FINAL EXAM IS APPROACHING! :p

Hurm...

     This few days I've no idea what to post in my blog. Don't know what to share or talk about. I did share a song lyric, just to have new post. really don't have any idea to post. so I decided to...just mumbling some crap today! hahaha.. Hopeless stupid and annoying? Who will care? NO ONE.. :D

     Hurm..something interesting come into my mind. Actually it was not so interesting. But its better than spitting some nonsense here. I will end up being emotional and melancholy. Hell no! I don't want to involve in any melancholy state now please. Okay, back please!

     I just think that this week is interesting cause its feel like it was FREEBIES week + QUESTIONNAIRE week. Why freebies week? I've been receiving lot of freebies this week.

      Thanks to the ADWAVE's iN-SPIRED 2011! I got freebies from its launching event! Well its worth it to go to the launching event than wandering hopelessly around USM. After that? Thanks to Fly Fm Troopers for the bunch of questions and freebies! I nearly lost my voice because shouting so hard, what they call it? 'PENUH PERASAAN'!! hahaha.. Okay, thats not the end! When I am in front of the tutor room for my minor, just realized that the tutorial was cancelled! (kedapatan nda p lecture!)LOL! Then they have doing some talk there, about Malaysian Tourism? Well, I'm quite interested with this. And then, persuaded by the lecturer there. So thats it, impromptu activity. Its not bad listen to this talk, educating and informative. So I'm satisfied. AND? Not to miss out, FREEBIES. So many freebies in a day huh? That's not including the Nescafe booth(or truck?W.E!) Drink a lot of nescafe.:p Almost forgot to mention the bunch of papers @ questionairre @ response form to be filled for the events purposes and also for education. its not 1-2, its like almost 10 form to be filled!

    Okay, the next day (Wednesday). I was planing to go to the 9am class. But again, accidentally escaped! hahaha. Good excuses huh? But still going out from my room, to submit some form print notes and wandering. hehehehe. Pass through the DTSP foyer and grabbed some VICO to fill my thirst. When I walk at the DK foyer, Clinique was doing workshop there. I get some consultation about my skin and get some free sample. huh! Free again. After that? I think thats all.. :D

    Yesterday (Thursday), went to Entrepreneurship class. And it was the last class! huh! lucky huh? Next week, Thursday is FREE DAY! LOL! We having our lunch at Fajar Harapan Cafe, what a crowd! Spotted a vegetarian stall there.:p While eating and chit chatting with my course mate about some funny stuff, we were approached by the Libresse crew and get free stuff, off course after filling some form. (AGAIN) Then attended the workshop that I registered the day before with my course mate.  Well, its kind fun and informative workshop. (correct way to wear eye liner, blusher, etc) ya, and again freebies awaiting from Clinique once more. I'm loving it! :p

    I guess thats all for this entry. Not so interesting. I'm a boring person. Today my course mate informed me, "Esther, you look very serious and garang if people doesn't know you." Okay, no objection. I will just admit it. XD

I Love You

       Okay, don't be mistaken. The title is not dedicated to anyone. Erk, I mean I wouldn't tell here who the person I love or whatever. I just want to post the recent song that very nice! By Avril Lavigne, and the title "I Love You"..


La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that’s not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
And I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

Yeah - Oh.
Oh.

Even though we didn’t make it through
I am always here for you
You

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)


P/S: I didn't dedicate the title to anyone, but I would dedicate this song! hahaha.. to? Shhhh...:p

What a day!

Today wake up quite late..(Always).... On my laptop, open Facebook and post status...

"hau kam yu kam aut in mai drim? no ader ples ka yu wan tu kam aut? wi hef no rilesionsip... bat y yu in mai drim? it meks me fil tensen!"
(How come you come out in my dream? no other place ka you want to come out? We have no relationship... But why you in my dream? It makes me feel tension!)


Well, its clearly shows that I'm bored to the max! But its quite fun though! hahaha.. Okay, lets apply the 'language' in my next words~


.............Transition................


ai rili fil bored tudei...ai onli plei gem in mai leptop...besait dat, ai oso du de slaid shou for tumorou preizentesion.. nau? ai onli fesing mai leptop.. plenning for mai dinner tonait...so erli rait? bat ai kenot sten diz 
enimor..ai m veri bored! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....


abaut mai drim tudei.. ai drim abaut a fren.. gai fren/boi fren..not spesel wan, onli ordinari fren..hi was so swit insait de drim..veri nais! bat? it was veri streng.. bikos ai never ting of him..dis is de trut! so fani la de drim! ai ges wat hi is duing nau? lezi to as..let it bi~it was onli jez a drim~


tumorou wi hef to sapmit ower asaimen...n olso preizen de hong kong diznilen kes..ai don nou if ai anser kerekli..after dat, ai stil hef tu komplit mai internasional biznez asaimen...hopfuli ai ken finis it as sun as posibel...


okei, nau ai wan to sain aut...ai olredi onlain for tu long...babai~~


.............Transition......................


back to normal...I guess I really have to have some air out there.. I feel suffocated inside my room for the whole day..XD

L.O.V.E. by Jessie J

okay,

maybe this is the day that I have to write a song about love
its about time

L.O. L.O. L.O. L.O.V.E. Love

I said I’d never write a song about love
but when it feels this good
a song fits like a glove
when you hold me, and you tell me
that you missed me, and call me milky
fuck it, 

Imma write a song about love, yeea

your my key, you unlock me
keep me close, keep me safe, keep me happy
so sweet, ooooooh looooove

it’s destiny, so nothing stops me
I’ll tell the world that your mine, and you got me
so sweet, ooooooh looooove

I’m in loooove,
I’m in love,
I’m in looooooove,
I’m in love,
I’m in loooove,
L.O.V.E love

see love doesn’t choose a boy, or a girl, nope
when I met you, you hugged my heart and filled my world
so you can stare
I don’t care
your the one that ain’t going nohere
so fuck it, 

Imma be honest, with you cause

your my key, you unlock me
keep me close, keep me safe, keep me happy
so sweet, ooooooh looooove

it’s destiny, so nothing stops me
I’ll tell the world that your mine, and you got me
so sweet, ooooooh looooove

I’m in love,
I’m in love,
I’m in love,
I’m in love

my best friend, that makes me laugh,
the puzzle piece that fits exact to my half
I’ve never felt this way
sometimes I’m stuck with what to say
you hold my hands when I’m driving
you dry my tears if I’m crying
and we just laugh if were fighting

I love you,
I love you more,
I love you more more,
You love me more,
I love you more,
loooooooooooooooooooooooove,
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea,
I love you more,
yeeeeeeea

ok so, I actually wrote a love song,
about someone,
and it’s completely honest,

it’s destiny, so nothing stops me
I’ll tell the world that your mine, and you got me
so sweet, ooooooh looooove

I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
it’s about time
L.O.V.E. love
I’m in love
L.O.V.E. love
L.O. L.O.V.E. love
L.O. L.O.V.E. love
I’m in love

P/S: yeah! love this song! Jessie J is a superb singer! no denial... The lyrics really 'sempoi' but meaningful... love her song titled Price tag too! ( everybody look to their left! everybody look their right!)

     Ya, I'm so ashamed with myself! I'm moved easily! I just can't resist you! Damned!

Penang X Jam 2011

Last Saturday, 12March 2011, my senior had bring me to watch Penang X Jam 2011 at Penang Youth Park. I'm so thrilled because I've wanting to watch skateboarding competition since few years ago. Although I'm surrounded by skateboarders (before this someone special to me is a skateboarder), but I've never been to skateboarding competition! Its not that the person didn't join any competition, its just that the timing always clash. So, I'm so satisfied because get the chance to go and complaint...hahaha.. Not only skateboarding, they also have BMX challenge.. Drinking water while diving (direct translation..LOL)

   To be honest (truthfully, honestly, the truth and only truth), the skateboarding competition was...... Not so interesting. Maybe because I've seen much better skateboarders than they. No offence! I'm just being honest! Well not all of them are that lame, few of them are so good! That was the brothers from Japan, they are just very nice! Skill and experience aspect, super-super no comment! And also a few guys that can play. Need more exposure and training guys! Even my senior say that. Now, picture time!

The guy from Japan. His skill are so good! :D

He again..:D

His in the air moment!

His brother.. So small, but skill wise? Superb weih!

He is just so great! 

Clean landing! No falling down!

This brothers was so amazing! And I'm surprised if they didn't get the top rank. (Since I didn't watch the final round, I'm not sure about the winner) They are the highlights of the day. If they are not there, surely I will cry because its not easy to wake up early on Saturday! hahaha. Okay! Next! Pictures of some nice moment.. :p

I only managed to capture these. Well, what do you expect from pictures that captured using digital camera? And amateur? Plus person that only seated at the audience seat? Who cares by the way?(merepek!)

Okay, that was skateboarding section. Now the BMX section! This section more interesting maybe? Yeah, maybe. No hurt feeling, I'm born with all this MEAN words but truths. :p Now, the pictures section again!

Huh, enough! I will end up uploading all the pictures! For the rest of the pictures, please visit this link-->>Penang X Jam 2011

Okay, 1/2 hour wasted here! Time to get ready! Got class afterwards. Till the next post! *Rocketeer please!*