Depressed Mode

Today is Malaysia 53rd Birthday....

the works that I listed before already done...

but there still have few more going on this week before semester break...

Actually I feel so depressed right now...

wanna go out and having dinner outside...

want to walk at shopping mall to ease this depressed mode...

wanna eat a lot of things....

wanna watch movie...

hurm...

a lot of planning....

but I think not gonna happen....

because too many things to be done...

but....

if my craziness attacking....

there is nothing impossible for me...

I really hate this kind of feeling....

if 'they' had started...

it was the beginning of melancholy episodes in my daily life....

sweep away my happiness....

spoil all the moods....

destroy my life routines....

I think it better for me to go to the doctor...

am I gonna be one of the honored members of Bukit Padang?

hopefully not....

Tg Rambutan also no way!

hahahahah... 

before I end up saying too many craps here...

its better for me to go out!

breathe some fresh air....

ease my heart and my mind...

there is no way I can study in this mode...

hurm....

till we meet soon in another post...

bye..bye...my diary~