♥♥Just about what I have gone through every day... So it will remind me of my life path up until now... I want to express it with words... My small brain can’t afford to keep it all... The language may 'Campur2' because it’s my diary after all... who will cares anyway??? XD♥♥

♥♥Life not always happen like you have planned.. Everyday there will be surprises happening in your life.. Treasure it.. Appreciate it.. It may not always happen.. And maybe will not happen again..♥♥


Daisypath Friendship tickers

Friday, September 30, 2011

Just posted about... I'm not sure its about what, but yeah, bout me la! hahahahaha. Now I want to share this songs with you guys. The singer is so mysterious. But I can say that I really like his song. Especially the 'Fantastic Adventure' ft Liyana Fizi and 'Yonlu'. I was attracted the Fantastic Adventure when I first heard it on Xfm. This is when I first realized that Liyana Fizi was the singer of Estrella, that I know from their song, 'Stay' and 'Ternyata'. I'm really so yesterday!


This is the link for Law album, you can listen to all his song from his latest album 'Yesterday is a Distant Dream'.




I will only post the lyrics of the 2songs I mentioned before, 'Fantastic Adventure' and 'Yonlu'.


Fantastic Adventure (ft Liyana Fizi)




Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?

A place with sand
A sky so blue
The city lights
A view for two
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?

I don't mind
We can go somewhere
Anytime
Say the word, I'm there
We could hop on a plane
Or ride a bus
Or hike somewhere if it's not too far
Or take a road trip
Cross country
Or sail across the sea

Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?

A place with sand
A sky so blue
The city lights
A view for two
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?

I don't mind
We can go somewhere
Anytime
Say the word, I'm there
We could travel to the jungle and camp all night
Or lie on a beach from dusk 'til light
Or stay at a hotel, watch TV
Or scale a mountain peak

Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?

A place with sand
A sky so blue
The city lights
A view for two
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?
Why don't we go and take a trip
And get away somewhere?
credits

Yonlu
Everybody knows that
Life is what you make of it
And now everything is perfect
But we're the ones who are struggling around

Soon it will be daybreak
People posing questions are aroused
"When will you get married?
When will you go find a proper job?"

But in this life
We might not know where we're going
We try to say the words they want to hear
But it's only a lie to bide the time
Before we move on own

Sentimental musings
Memories of a childhood that has passed
When I was a young'un
Things were once like this
But now they're not

How do you explain that
This map that we've chosen is unmarked?
All we see is ocean
All directions are uncharted isles

But in this life
We might not know where we're going
We try to say the words they want to hear
But it's only a lie to bide the time
Before we move on own.



P/S: Love to listen Xfm. Support the local songs! <3


Karate-Akademik-Kerja


            Halu~ halu~ Hari ni masih lagi mau merepek dalam bahasa pasar dan bahasa yang selalu saya pakai di Sabah. Hari ni saya pun nda sure mau cerita pasal apa. Ndada idea ni mau tulis entri. Malam ni saya tidur di bilik kawan. Tukar angin la kunun. Hahahaha.

By the way, hari ni saya telah mendapat jawatan baru. Iaitu? Naib presiden untuk kelab karate. Bunyi macam hebat kan? Mau tau la kerja dia nanti macamana. Ni sidang kami plan mau kasi aktif balik kelab karate. Mesti banyak mau buat aktiviti. Tapi hujung bulan 10 ni ada competition di UIA, macam 2 hati juga mau ikut ni. Yalah, mau training lagi. pergh, banyak tul mau train ni. 2 bulan di rumah manada training. 1kali jak p jogging, itupun pancit! Kin malu jak atlit macam tu! Kalau c jujuluk tau, mesti dia kasi ketawa saya habis-habisan. Mcm taie ba! Mesti dia cakap, “ko ni x training mau pigi lawan? Habis la ko kena belasah ni. Padan muka ko schubby”. Bikin panas kan? Hahahahahah.

Itu karate. Pasal akademik? Bukan la akademik sangat, tp ada kaitan juga la sikit. Pasal attachment pigi India. Punya la bersengkang mata saya buat tu resume sampai jam 5 am. Yalah, kalau tiada aktiviti atau ciri2 yang mau kasi cantik resume, terpaksa la susun ayat kasi cantik-cantik. Last2 dapat tau nda dapat. Kecewa juga la. Tapi yang dapat tu mmg students yang campen2 la org bilang. So, kurang sikit la kecewa, drg mmg pandai2 dan aktiviti drg mmg lg power la. At least saya tau saya sudah cuba, kalau gagal pun, saya suda cuba sedaya upaya mau impress tu company. Tapi tidak ter’impress’. Sabar jak la kau nak. Yang best sikit cerita dia, saya nda la perlu terkejar2 buat assignment, tertinggal kelas semua. Boleh la focus buat assignment sama keja2 lain. Banyak lagi aktiviti yang saya boleh join untuk memuaskan hati yang mau challenge ni. Yeheee~

Pasal hidup harian pula, tiada banyak free time. Sebenarnya saya kerja part-time sekarang ni. Sebelum ni macam ndamau cakap, tapi penat juga mau berahsia. So, saya cakap la. Kepada geng2 sekalian, sorry la kalau nda terlayan. Saya sibuk keja skrg. Mula-mula keja pasal mau beli fon. Tapi skrg sekadar mau mengisi masa lapang. Bukanlah banyak sangat free time, tapi kalau nda kerja, manada duit. Sudahlah saya ni makan nda ingat dunia. Belanja makan jak satu hari punyalah grand! Sampai roommate saya cakap saya ni macam org kaya. Kaya? Pergh, kalau kaya nda begini kehidupan jo! Tiap malam penat! Teda masa mau melepak2, jalan2, tidur petang dsb! Yang bagus dia? Saya terasa mau buat keja yang ada dengan secepat yang mungkin. Yalah, terasa macam tiada masa mau buat kan. Rushing jugalah, tapi kalau pikir balik, mmg kebaikkan untuk diri sendiri. Kalau teringat dulu masa sekolah menengah, asal cuti jak mesti kerja. Rindu juga masa-masa macam tu. Gaji tu nda la seberapa, tp diri rasa puas la. Saya ni nda puas hati duduk diam jak. Bagus jugak la, training sedia2 mau kerja sambil belajar. Nanti kalau mau kerja sudah, tidak la rasa macam mau mampus, suda training masa belajar kan. Hehehehe. Lagipn, kerja macam ni buat saya rasa puas. Macam terasa diri ni berdikari sikit. Nda lah mengharap daddy mau bagi duit jak tiap bulan kalau mau beli itu ini. Sandi! Mau merayu2 lagi. Ingat senang meh? Lagipun, kesian juga ba sama daddy saya tu. Mana tahan ada anak macam saya. Makan sudah la banyak, mau shopping pun bukan alang2! Saya nda la beli barang branded, tapi sakit juga mau tampung saya punya belanja ni. Kerja saya sekarang pun bukan la besar sangat gaji dia, tapi kalau setakat mau beli baju, reload telefon, buli juga la. Saya ni jenis yang susah mau simpan duit. Kejap jak guna habis duit. Mana la tau kan, sudah terasa sama teringat balik sandi mau cari duit, pandai la mau simpan duit balik. Sekarang mesti mau start simpan duit ni. Siapa yang mau kasi saya belanja nnt kalau suda keja. Nda kan la masi mau minta duit daddy? Logic dia, standard la masi kena belanja kalau baru abis skola. Tapi malu ba. Skrg mesti mau plan suda, umur suda limpas tanggungan parents. Gaji nda banyak, tapi kalau simpan sikit2, buli2 juga ba kan? Harap2 saya buli atur la masa belajar sama kerja ni. Training multi-task. Kalau sudah biasa skrg, mesti kurang sikit masalah nanti.

Bah, cukup2 la ni. Tadi cakap teda idea kan? Sekali menulis (sebenarnya merepek) banyak pula meleret2. Ni la susah ni, suka betul cakap meleret2. Nanti kita jumpa lagi aa diari. Babai~ :D

Monday, September 26, 2011

Ini Kali Lah! Kasi Keluar!

Hari ni saya mau menulis dalam bahasa lagi santai. Panat juga mau taip-taip formal ni. So, kalau siapa yang nda paham, paduli la kamu, saya mau menulis cincai2 ni ari. Hari ni saya mau cerita pasal graduation day senior-senior saya.
Ni tahun la konvokesyen paling sandi! Saya termiss konvo senior saya dari kejuruteraan! Punya la bikin sakit hati! Semua pun saya nda terjumpa, c Jazey seja yang sempat saya jumpa, tu pun terjumpa di sana pondok pusat islam. Trus rusak mood 1ari oo. sandi kan? Bukan setakat rusak mood, trus rasa frust ni. Saya pula yang penuh perasaan org konvo kan? Banyak lagi senior-senior saya kenal d kejuruteraan tu. Haish. Sorry la genk! Bukan sengaja!
Itu part yang saya termiss. Yang saya sempat p tgk, konvo beberapa org senior jak. C Meredith @ dith, ex room mate yang sabar jak melayan perangai saya selama 1sem setengah! Hahahaha. C nadiah, senior PERSIS yang rock! Dan sangat cool! Sa mmg salute la sama ko. Yeyeah! Kekekeke. Pastu c deidre  @ D, merangkap genk selama cuti antara semester ujung tahun lepas. Hari-hari mmg muka dia seja la, tdur, makan, jalan etc. Mandi tu nda la sama2 ba. Hahahhaha. Nda ketinggalan juga satu-satunya senior lelaki yang saya TERsempat p konvo dia, c faizan, team mate karate saya. Sedondon satu family baju warna merah! Sampai GF dia pun pakai baju merah. So, itu jak la convo senior yang saya sempat p tgk. Yang lain-lain mana sempat jumpa..
Saya rasa gembira tuk senior-senior yag sudah konvo. Yang suda keja tu, semoga sukses selalu. kalau sudah gaji, jan lupa kasi bank in sikit2..hahahahha… belanja makan pun ok juga la…:P kalau yang sambung master d USM tu, ba, bejumpa lagi kita nanti. Hehehehe. Kalau yang sambung master d U lain, selamat berjaya untuk menempuhi kelas, kajian atau apapa la. Kalau yang 1tahun jak master tu, nampaknya kamu grad yang ke- 2 kali, sa belum lagi grad2 ni. Sadis oi! Tapi dalam masa yang sama, saya sedih jugak la. Lepas ni ndataw bila lek mau jumpa senior-senior sekalian. Saya rindu masa kita sama-sama spend time. Bergelak ketawa, bergurau senda dan bermacam macam lagi aktiviti yang menarik. Harap-harap kita berjumpa lagi ♥♥♥

P/S: Ini adalah entri bahasa palin cincai...seiapa nda paham..ada sia kesah? hahahhaha...asal saya puas hati!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

I'm really tired! Physically and mentally! :(


a little update


     Been busy for these few days! And its only the second week since the class started. This week is the convocation week. Supposed to be the relaxing and enjoyable week. But thanks to me, I made it super busy and tiring week. Thinking about daily life and NEXT week classes made me headache. Well, that how life it is. Right? I would not stay here to write anymore cause it will only drag my 'merepekness' and melancholy... So, good night and till we meet again diary. <3

P/S: Don't need to be strong Pink! Because you are already strong! Just be yourself. :) 





Friday, September 16, 2011

Forteen

            Lohe? Lohe? Selamat tengah malam semua! Apa yang saya nak kongsikan pada hari ini? Sebenarnya, saya baru sahaja selesai menonton anime Bleach episod 339, memang sangat teruja! Tidak sabar menunggu episod seterusnya. Selepas itu, saya membaca manga Bleach episod 464, lagilah teruja! :P  Okey la, sebenarnya saya ingin berkongsi dengan semua lagu tak berapa baru tapi baru saya temui bulan lepas apabila seorang kawan mengatakan lagu ini menarik. Pada mulanya, saya tidak mengambil perhatian terhadap lagu ini (seperti biasa, lagu ini disyorkan oleh kawan). Tetapi, disaat mendengar dan menghayati bait-bait lagu ini, ia terasa begitu bermakna. Lagu syahdu menusuk kalbu la ni! Mendengarkan melodi lagu ini, ia mengingatkan saya dengan kumpulan lelaki pop di Malaysia pada suatu ketika dahulu. Kebanyakkan lagu yang dihasilkan dan dinyanyikan kumpulan ini mempunyai genre yang sebegini. Tidak lain dan tidak bukan, kumpulan KRU! Tapi lagu yang bakal saya kongsikan, bukan dinyanyikan oleh kumpulan ini, tetapi kumpulan yang berada dibawah naungan KRU studios, Forteen. Siapakah Forteen?
            Kumpulan Forteen ini dianggotai oleh One, Ariz, Izzue dan Ameer. Nama sebenar? Tak tau! Hahahaha. Kumpulan ini baru ditubuhkan untuk mengembalikan kegemilangan kumpulan lelaki pop yang pernah menjadi fenomena suatu ketika dahulu? Tidak pasti. Tapi mungkin juga. Lagu memang sedap, tapi pada mulanya saya ingat lagu ini dinyanyikan oleh kumpulan The Lima. Tak tau apa perkembangan mereka sekarang. 


Gambar telah diambil daripada hasil carian Google.


Berdua Bersatu - Forteen

kenapa cinta kita
selalu saja diduga
bagai ada tak merestu
kita berdua bersatu

atau mungkin kau dan aku
ditakdir untuk berpisah
walaupun melawan arus
kita berdua bersatu

sering kali ku mendengar
patah tumbuh hilang berganti
tetapi ku tidak mahu
cinta selain darimu

jika denganmu salah
ku tak mahu yang benar
jika denganmu rebah biarlah ku tercalar
walau dilanda badai
ku sanggup kerna ku mampu
kita berdua bersatu

jika denganmu kabur
ku tak mahu yang jelas
jika denganmu hanyut
biarlah aku lemas
walau dilanda ribut
ku sanggup kerna ku mahu
kita berdua bersatu

P/S: Lagu cinta kaw-kaw punya! hahahaha. Walaupun syahdu, tetap menusuk kalbu. Sekian dulu~ Nak dapatkan rehat secukupnya hari ini. Bangun nanti, banyak lagi aktiviti.. <3

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Di tengah malam sayu....

Hi! Hi! Dan Hi sekali lagi! J Hari ini saya akan menulis entri dalam bahasa melayu. Pejam celik, pejam celik, saya dah berada dirumah hampir 2 bulan. Cuti semester bermula pada bulan Mei, tapi saya sampai ke rumah pada bulan Julai. Selepas ini, saya akan kembali ke Pulau Pinang kerana semester baru akan dibuka pada minggu hadapan. Bagi pelajar yang baru memasuki universiti, mereka sedang mengikuti minggu orientasi pada minggu ini. Tahniah dan selamat datang diucapkan kepada pelajar baru.
          Setiap cuti amat dinantikan, namun kebanyakkan pelajar seakan ingin mengelakkan penghujung cuti. Sesetengah pelajar mungkin berasa gembira apabila semester baru akan bermula dan pasti ramai pelajar yang akan bersedih kerana ada daripadanya terpaksa meninggalkan rumah dan keluarga tercinta. Walau apapun, hargailah masa yang cuti yang masih ada dengan sebaiknya. J
          Cuti ini adalah salah satu tempoh yang bermakna dalam hidup saya. Berjumpa kembali dengan kawan yang hilang 5 tahun lalu, bertemu dengan kawan-kawan rapat (bersama anak-anak mereka!) , berhari raya (walaupun hanya beberapa buah rumah) dan sebagainya. Tidak dilupakan banyak lagi waktu-waktu yang berharga dan bukan selalu dapat dirasai. J Walaupun suasana rumah yang kadang-kadang memeningkan kepala, namun suasana ini pasti saya rindui nanti. Bila mengenangkan ketika saya hendak balik ke rumah dulu, saya merasa keberatan. Namun, setelah berada di rumah pada waktu penghujung cuti ini, saya terasa sayu untuk meninggalkan tanah kelahiran ini. Bukan sedih untuk meninggalkan tilam yang empuk atau rancangan TV, tapi bagaikan ada sesuatu yang memanggil diri untuk terus berada disini. Hati meronta untuk terus berada disini dan menikmati keadaan dan orang-orang yang bermakna dalam hidup ini.......


P/S: Ini lah yang terjadi kalau menulis entri yang tidak dirancang. Merepek dan meleret. Menjadi tempat luahan perasaan. Sehingga kita bertemu lagi diari. J   

Pokok - Hazama ft MUH

Pokok – Hazama ft MUH
Tersesat malu bertanya
Tak tahu tak tahu ke mana
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duk terdiam

Menyusur di kaki lima
Terlihat bayang wajah kelmarin
Tersentuh hati bagai luruh

Korus

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang
Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh

Ulang Korus

Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duduk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh
Tanya sama pokok

P/S: Pada mulanya, saya tidak berapa suka dengan lagu ini. Tetapi saya mendapati lama-kelamaan saya mula menyanyikan bahagian korus lagu ini tanpa disedari. Kawan saya mula menegur saya kerana menyanyikan bahagian korus berulang-ulang. Lagu ini mempunyai tarikannya yang tersendiri. Lirik lagu yang mempunyai maksud yang tersurat dan tersirat amat menarik perhatian saya. Pada pendapat saya, lirik lagu ini mengandungi unsur-unsur nasihat dan motivasi. (saya terasa hendak menulis entri lirik ini kerana sudah lama tidak menulis entri lirik lagu)


Thursday, September 1, 2011

Double festive!

         Hey! Hey! I’m writing again in this diary! What I want to write today? Firstly, I want to wish “Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri” to all Muslim’s in this world and also Happy 54th Independent Day to all Malaysian. It’s blessed that this year the Raya Day clash with the Malaysia’s independent day. (Last year it is same too! And I think next year it would be the same too!)

            First day of Raya Day, it was yesterday. What I do and where I went? I wake up quite early yesterday, but lazy to get up. So I just lay in my bed until fall asleep again. Not in the mood to SMS my friend to wish them Happy Raya, so I just replied those who had SMS me. (I think I’m really not into texting people now. It just so contra when I remember last time I was like cannot stop replying SMS, texting whole day and night, even when in class. That’s one of the reasons I’m awake in class? Hahahahaha) Then, my mother persuades me and my brother to go to her in-laws house. I was reluctant at first because I’m not into the mood of visiting them. Last time I go to their house is 3years ago. That time they still at their old house. I haven’t been to the new location of the house, so I’m scared and lazy to go. (Wouldn’t you be scared when you heard there is no electricity, and that place only can be reached by speed boat? To be exact, I feel it was very fussy!) My brother stands still for his decision, he doesn’t want to get up from his bed. Me? I have to go along because I don’t like it when my mother sulking. It was very annoying, fussy when I have to see those faces. What really tickles my anger in the beginning is rain! Argh! Muddy! But I control my anger and just go along with the plan. (Be patient, be patient, relax, relax. I whisper those words inside me) Then? We have to wait for speed boat, another annoying activity. (I feel that I really want to burst at that moment. Why there are so many things annoy me in this first day of Raya?) When I hop into the boat, it was a turnout of an event. I feel so calm and enjoying the boat ride along the river. So, the anger just like that cooled off by the wind. Reached there, off course first thing to do is filling my tummy! I’m excited and enjoying the awesome and delicious Sambal Belacan! hahahahaha. Not the Ketupat or Rendang, but Sambal Belacan! (Well, it’s hard to eat delicious Sambal Belacan at Penang! Or to be precise, it’s just far from my standard of ‘delicious’.) Well, it’s like the Katy Perry song lyrics, Comparisons are easily done, when you had the taste of perfection…” After that, eat Soto! I ate 2 bowls of Soto! Then, I just sat there and blank! Why? No electricity, so no TV, no radio, no fan, etc. No entertainment! Luckily the weather is not too hot that time, so I decided to listen to my MP3, eating Kuaci, and just watches my brother, Rahim, fishing. Besides that, I also enjoying the ocean view. (This one is super awesome cool! I love the view of ocean!) It’s already 4pm and I’m whining to my mother to go home. (Well, it’s more to complaining and persuading session.  :P) She say she will stay back!? The last thing I want to do is sleep there! So, I just go home alone. Not a problem! Again, I’m enjoying the view and breeze there. (Even fantasizing to have evening boat ride with someone special. Together watching the sunset and enjoy the sea breeze. Perghhh.. How was it? :P ) Enjoying the moment and totally didn’t prepare myself for the next possible events! We have to go through a muddy swamp to reach the shore! I almost fell into the muddy swamp! Omaigosh! Then, the harder part is to find water to wash feet. I’m so tired to complain or even to think about it, so I just kept quiet and found a pail of rain water and wash my feet there. Skip the journey goes home. Reached home, I’m just so happy like super-super excited! My mum and stepfather won’t be home tonight! I would conquer the living room! Hahahahaha. But something suddenly destroyed the excitement! My friend called me and tells me that he is involved in an accident! What the?!? From what I heard from him, it was quite critical. Luckily no one is in critical conditions. Stitches and bruises sound normal to me. Involved in accident in the first day of Raya is still sound tragic for me. Lucky that he is the type of calm and fast thinker person, I believe he is. But he sounded frustrated because the car is recently bought! He had been using it less than 2month! (If me? Huh? Don’t know what will happen) Hope he is fine now. Last night I sleep quite early, headache.

            2nd day of Raya and also independent day! I wake up at 5.30am! I don’t believe it! Hahahaha. Wake up, online and just wondering inside the house. And? Do some house chores? (I can’t believe it myself! Whatever it is, it’s a good thing right? :P) Then, lying down at living room watching TV. Fell asleep for awhile. (Huh! Home alone are great! Awesome! And cool too! :P) Prepare my own lunch and that’s the time my mum reached home. Booo! Not home alone now. L  But I’m still glad that she is home safely. After that, continue watching TV. My mother again spoiled the fun of watching TV when she dragged me to an open house. It’s tiring! If the road is not ‘berbukit-bukit’, maybe I still can accept. I don’t prefer to go there because I’m not used to the people there. Boooo! And I really hate to say this. My mum friend wants to introduce me to her son? Hohohoho. This is really ridiculous! So, I just flash my deathly stare to my mum to warn her. Don’t even think about it! I’m not interested! Back from the open house, I straightly take my nap. Yeah! Wake up around 7-8pm just now. (It’s because I’m annoyed with the Ridsect’s smell. It was awful smell that poisonous. I’m not sure if it can actually kill people, but it surely kills mosquitoes! I don’t want to spend the rest of less than 2 weeks holiday lay in my bed, poisoned.) Now, I’m just typing this diary entry and enjoying my coke.


P/S: Tomorrow, another open house to attend. This one is not based on ‘dragged’ position, this one is free will! To my classmate open house. I haven’t seen her for quite a long time, kind of miss her. Hopefully it will not be reminisce the past session. hahahaha. Whatever it is, it’s better than dragged by my mum to join her to open house. Today incident is enough! It’s embarrassing! That’s all for today entry, till we meet again diary. (it really took some time just to open the web page.. Doing this entry took me about 1/2 hour, but to upload all the pictures and loading? approximately 2hours!arghhh) J


This small guy is lighting his firework.

Yeah, with his lighted firework.

Enjoying together.

He is serious. Wrong mood huh?

First day of Raya, waiting for the speed boat.
Age is not a measure to enjoy the nature.

Those kids sure are adorable. :)

Trying his luck fishing.

A grandma playing with her grandson.

Enjoying the sea breeze and flash a smile. :)

Feel the wind, enjoy the moment.

<3

A grandma with her granddaughter  in a small boat.

Love the view.

Ready to launch. Nescafe and Milo had nothing to do in this launching. :P

Its launched!

Firework. <3
*all the pictures are re-sized into 600x800. The resolution not so good. The original file sure are too big to upload. (to be honest, I'm not satisfied with it)