Laptop!

Okairi nasai~~~

to my laptop...

be a good laptop k???

dont make me headache again...

muahxxx

SAKIT HATI....

huhuhuh..

punya la sakit hati xdapat online....

sekarang online d CC ja...

laptop suda tenat d bilik ni....

nex week terpaksa hantar 'hospital' juga tu...

nanti nda lama tinggal la dia d tong sampah tu kalau nda kena rawat cepat2...

On 24March

24oceans.. 24 skies..
24 failures.. 24 tries..
24finds me.. in 24th place...
with 24 drop outs..At the end of the day
Life is not what I thought it was
24 hours ago

Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

And I'm not who I thought I was 24 hours ago

Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

24 reasons to admit that I'm wrong

With all my excuses still 24 strong

See I'm not copping out not copping out not copping out

When You're raising the dead in me

Oh, oh I am the second man

Oh, oh I am the second man now

Oh, oh I am the second man now

And You're raising these 24 voices

With 24 hearts

With all of my symphonies 

In 24 parts

But I want to be one today

Centered and true

I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

You're raising the dead in me

Oh, oh I am the second man

Oh, oh I am the second man now

Oh, oh I am the second man now

And You're raising the dead in me

I want to see miracles, see the world change

Wrestled the angel, for more than a name

For more than a feeling

For more than a cause

I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

And You're raising the dead in me

24 voices

With 24 hearts

With all of my symphonies 

In 24 parts.

I'm not copping out. Not copping out. Not copping out. 

  on 24th of march 2010, i post my 24th post.   it is the song by Switchfoot,'24'... 

this song was so touching.. hearing this song make my eye gland sweats...

i can hear the sound of my heart piercing,teared by this song... 

the feeling of loneliness hugging... 

feeling of suffocated.. 

the spaces between the fingers are empty, 

without fingers in between to comfort, 

without hand to hold on to.. 

the safe feeling is destroyed by the frightening, cold, and loneliness... 

falling to darkness..

searching  the light that going smaller and farther as u chase it.. 

waiting to see miracles, 

to change all this...  

no one searching...

 no one notice...

fading...losing...disappearing 

in wonderland of darkness and loneliness.. 

as the tears coming out,

yesterday scene pictured in mind and heart, 

today it still tagging along... 

wondering and hoping...

tomorrow will have a hand to hold on to,

 shoulder to lean head on to,

 hugs and comfort and warming the 

cold, frightened, lonely heart... 

they say sun will shines the next day, 

but will it shines through the darkness inside a heart?

i am still wondering....

Kangen - Dewa19

Kut'rima suratmu t'lah kubaca dan aku mengerti
Betapa merindunya dirimu akan hadirnya diriku
Di dalam hari-harimu bersama lagi

Kau bertanya padaku kapan aku akan kembali lagi
Katamu kau tak kuasa melawan gejolak di dalam dada
Yang membara menahan rasa pertemuan kita nanti
Saat kau ada di sisiku

Semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya
Menahan rasa ingin jumpa
Percayalah padaku aku pun rindu kamu
'Ku akan pulang melepas semua kerinduan yang terpendam

Kautuliskan padaku kata cinta yang manis dalam suratmu
Kaukatakan padaku saat ini 'ku ingin ada di pelukmu
Dan belai lembut kasihmu tak 'kan kulupa s'lamanya
Saat bersama dirimu

Jangan katakan cinta
Menambah beban rasa
Sudah simpan saja sedihmu itu
'Ku akan datang, oh..

*old memorabilia song...kekekkek....every lyrics are very meaningful...
 

Thursday~~

hari ni klas start jam 11...

tu pun lambat jua p klas....

kebetulan xda lecturer...

tp ada Talk dr Colgate Palmolive...

' Introduction to Change Management'

quite interesting topic...

pastu p makan sama c Ling sana Bali-Bali...

then...

kami p library 2 @ PHS2...

saya baca news paper d tingkat bawah...

pastu sy p DUP...

tgk FYP budak2 seni...

then td petang masa smpi bilik...

fogging la pla...

terganggu rancangan tdur~~~

lepas fogging tuh,...

trus naik bilik tdur.....

skrg suda bgn, mandi trus depan laptop...

pasni mau cr mkanan...

wakakakkaa

Stars Are Blind

I don't mind spending some time

Just hanging here with you

Cuz I don't find too many guys

That treat me like you do

Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride

But when I walk their talk is suicide

Some people never get beyond their stupid pride

But you can see the real me inside

And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante

Just one of your girlfriends

But I know that love's what you want

If tomorrow the world ends

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?

Now tell me who have you been dreaming of

At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling

This moment is critical

Might be me feeling

It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Let's see what this love can do

Baby I'm perfect for you

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind 

P/S: This songs really bring back memories.... I used to LOVE this song... Singing this song would make me smile... Now the moment I heard this song, I would feel like want to cry... But that does not mean I hate this song... Just that the memories make my tears drop...

Hari Rabu Part II

Tadi p discussion d libarary...

keja smua suda kena bagi2...

huhuhuhu...

pastu c kawan s Dith went to clinic...

then kami dinner d Gee Tom Yam...

awal lg dinner tuh...

jam 4.30 dinner da....

wakakakakakka...

then pegi klas marketing....

xrugi juga...

sebab kena bagi bonus mark...

memang ni lecturer full of surprises...

but i like....

wakakakakaka...

pastuh p tutorial b.law....

lama xnampak c vun....

wakakkaka...

pastuh p mkn ais kacang d khaleel...

malar bha mkn....

hr ni 3kali makan nasi....

huhuhuhuhuhu....

td pulang jak trus taip psycho...

last minute lg tu kena minta....

cissss....

nasib bek sa terer mengguring....

pastuh skrg....

mamai2 depan laptop...

ni kali la....

tonight gonna be my good night...XD

Hari Rabu

Huhuhuhuh....

hari ni terpaksa bangun awal...

ada kelas LSP300@ Bahasa Inggeris...

kekekeke...

tapi sekarang dalam bilik la....

ada discussion jam 12 nanti...

di PHS1...

mau bincang pasal assignment operation management...

next week mau antar ni....

kuyakkkkk....

petang ni mau kasi kawan c Dith p klinik..

she is not doing well...

nanti jam 5 ada tutorial marketing...

pastu jam 8 ada tutorial business law....

mampuss.....

assignment marketing blum start....

mataiiiii...

tutorial business law blum buat...

sandiiiiii....

combo2 ni masalah....

kuiz marketing lagi due this saturday...

kuiz operation management lagi???

ni kali la....

gulik2 la keja nda siap ni...

T.T

Basikal!

Hari ni main basikal dengan e Hasrul and Erhan...

huhuhu...

best juga la round2 USM...

kekekeke...

pastuh kami p dinner d sana Plaza Ivory..

lepas ja balik td....

tetidur lagi 1jam aaa....

sandi....

wakakakkakaka...

petang tadi call my dad...

kata sepakat telah dicapai...

budget tuk dinner diluluskan...

hopefully the dress is still there...

wait for me to take you home...:D

and seperti biasa...

adala ceramah2 dr seorang father kepada daughter yang jajal ini...

tdur awal...rehat cukup...study bagus2...

banyak lek la...

td masa misscall dia..then dia call balik...

maybe he thought that I still want to argue bout goin home...

tapi new approach tuk mengelakkan ketidakpuasan hati...

dont mention anything bout going back...

tanya2 kabar...

share2 berita and cerita2...

and the result???

win-win situation...

very2 favourable conversation...

huhuhuh....

new resolution, new approach, and new vision...

that what we call??

" Father's Daughter"

wakakkakakaka......

Penyakit Bermusim

naaaa kan...

semalam suda dapat instinct xbagus...

ni hari tul2 jadi...

apa ko rasa xdapat bangun 1hari???

macam mau menangis2 ni xdapat bangun...

tadi jumpa doktor..

kena bagi vitamin...

huhuhu....

sekarang ni mau online jap....

kerja2??

tengokla keadaan...

sekarang masi lagi pening2 ni....

huhuhu...

mau pengsan seja tidak...

ASSIGNMENTS....

sorry la...

im resting mood ni~~~

Malam ini...

huhuhuh...

malam ni nda taw mau buat apa...

mau buat assignment..

xtaw mau buat dr mana....

no direction...

and no feeling to do it....

so....

decided....

online seja la...

kekekkeke

td petang sama2 c Meredith p buat assignment SHE dia...

tukang amik2 gambar ja...

pastu p mkn dgn dia n Hasrul....

huhuhuhu....

nda taw suda pa mau d tulis....

@.@

Kuiz Online kono...

baru siap buat kuiz marketing...

buat 1 jak la...

hahahhha...

tp surprisingly....

markah dia lagi tinggi dr kuiz sebelum ni...

parahhhh tul....

1st attempt lg tu...

huhuhuh...

memang sandi~~

If sy bagitau my dad sy bangun awal today then buat kuiz..

mesti dia xpcy...

kekekke

even myself xpcy ni....

huhuhuhu....

1ja saya rajin buat...

'berlarian' suda mood sy mau blaja... xD

petang ni, c dith minta kawan p buat assignment...

pastuh c hasrul bawa main basikal...

huuhu...

Basikal!!!

Selamat Morning~

huhuhu...

suddenly awal pula bangun hari ni...

actually TERbangun...

kekekkekeke....

bangun2 ja buka laptop...

wakakakkaka...

ni kali la pink~~

sekarang ni sedang dgr Sabahan.Fm...

kebetulan lagu 'Pak Mamat ada kebun'...

sandi tul ni lagu....

sesiapa yg berminat mau dgr...

klik ja tu link sana....

sabahan.FM...

Siuk bah di dangar...:D

Fun~Fun~Fun~

Today...

me, Esteranza, Meredith and Deidre....

having sooooo much fun...

after church...

we went to eat near the Sunway Hotel..

Then,

we go to Penang Times Square...

huhuhu....

try to survey some dresses for this upcoming dinner..

ada juga la yang berkenan...

tapi...

masalah dia....

status kewangan yang boleh jahanam juga condition dia skrg ni...

kekekekke...

mau beli kasut lek...

adesss...

mau pingsan pla tb2...

pastuh kami p men bumper car...

this is the very2 best part tonight...

kami 4 org seja main tadi....

mmg puas hati la...

wakakakkaka....

pastuh kami bergambar2 lagi d sana....

then masa balik...

singgah Restoran Khaleel lagi aaa...

makan ais kacang~~~hohoho...

Penang Batik Factory Visit

Tadi tengah hari pergi Penang Batik Factory...

for operation management assignment...

siok juga la tengok2 batik punya operation...

tp banyak bad luck happen today...

1. Saya lambat bangun.....13 kali kena call xdengar..

2. Lampu kereta Dev prcah...dia langgar tiang...kekekek

3. Penang Batik Factory (factory yg kira paling besar),suda terbakar...

4. Interview huru-hara...sebab info tidak cukup..

huhuhu....continuous...

tapi best jua la dapat jaan hr ni...no need d bilik ja...

tadi makan Mcflurry Oreo lagi...

yipee...

sedap!

sekarang depan laptop....

'memancing' da ni depan laptop...

mata pun macam ada gam...

tonight gonna be my goodnight???

kekekke....

Sepa suruh??

kekkeke....

sepa suruh ko menyibuk pink...

parah~~~~~

i really dont like the feeling....

suckss ooooo...

time2 gini lek tuh...

adesss....

how do i sleep??

this feeling really hurt..

marketing-penang batik factory...

kuyakkkkkk...

ni hari betul2 kuyak~~~

adakah menjawap 110soalan(mcq) within 1hour???

wakakkaka...

mata mengantuk, otak penat...

badan letih...

dush3...

memang sandi la gink~~~

hopefully the result will be favorable...

besok mau p buat assignment operation management...

and the 'kos lepas' ialah...

Alice In The Wonderland movie!

T.T...

kepada kim, sya, dith and jo...

have fun ya guys...

wish me luck!

kekeke...

wait for me Penang Batik Factory...

tomorrow i will explore 'u'...

Laptop!

laptop bermasalh!

isk...malas jua bh sy ni...

time banyak keja ni la jua ni laptop buat hal...

skrg still can use...

tapi condition dia amat menakutkan...

please la laptop...

hold on...

berlambak ni assignment mau di buat sekarang...

jan luk ko meragam..

mau nangis2 da sy ni...

Ngantuk~~

Huhuhuh...

nasib baik soalan yg keluar tadi chapter 6 -11...

and paling bernasib baik...

semalam sy baca start dr chapter 6....

wakakakka....sukur~~~

sekarang dalam bilik...

mau tdur~~~

ngantuk tahap tinggi ni...

semalam nda cukup tdur...

pasal tu mimpi la tuh buat sy terbangun2..

tapi tesambung jua balik...

kili2 btul....

wakakakaka...

lepas ni mau follow up ATW103,ATW223 and ATW241...

sabar jak la pink~~~

nda dapat balik nda mati juga...

ada la bha kali sebab2 dia tu kan???

disini pun boleh cuti juga kan??

huhuhuh...(cara menyenangkan hati sendiri)

Oi! Apahal OoOoO??

adedededededededede.....

ni kali la...

how come u were inside my dream??

acting like that??

are that really happening??

it started to make me worried...

do you want me to die of shock??

y? y? y?

u look so different...

really-really different....

y u must act like that??

if it only part of my stupid dream then its ok...

hopefully it will not become reality....

i really hate to these part...

let me live my life...

Dream...again...

nah kan....tadi masa tdur tengah hari smpi petang mimpi lagi....this time different sket...mimpi ada pasal karate...pas tu tb2 ada kuburan....coursemates2 sekalian....cerita dia btul-btul blur...sy langsung tdk paham...tiada clue langsung...at least mimpi sebelum ni ada lagi paham2 skit....pa punya mimpi ni...sakit hati ooo...bangun2 jak bpeluh2...ada ka mimpi lalu kuburan...babal...btul2 ndada keja bha...kin sakit hati jak...tp maybe mimpi sy tu related dengan my life here in USM...smua budak2 usm kan( coursemates)...hopefully nothing bad will happen to me...semakin takut pula mcm ni...ada jak mimpi2 nda tentu....

Hot Fm BIG JAM

HuHUhuHu...

semalam p tgk konsert hot fm big jam...

kekekke...

ada Meet Uncle Hussein, Bunkface, Faizal Tahir, Hujan and Black (tu ja yg sempat sy tgk)

tadi pagi pla upgrading...

sandi....

sakit kaki ni skrg...cilaka tul....

skrg dalam dilemma...

adehhh...

will this one is the one??

nanannana....

decision susa ni mau buat...

Operation Management + B.Law = SAKIT KAPLA

adehhh...sempat ka revision kalau mcm ni??kekekkee...td suda recharge energy...tdur 2jam...mimpi pelik2 lagi tu arrr....tp nda ingat...masa tdur tadi...badan hampir 'cram'...huhuhuh....bz ne bsuk....midterm la...klas la...ko-k la...assignment yg mcm gunung betimbun2... hhuhuhu...nampaknya blog ni mcm pengganti diari sy jak ni...kekekke...rindu mau tulis diari...habit yg ditinggal sejak 3 tahun lalu....di atas sebab2 keselamatan...XD...wakakkaka...skrg...bulih tulis suda...tp,mcm malas2 bha...kekkekke.....makin besar tu umur...makin malas...ni kali la...mmg anak mithali....wakakaka...dush3...pingsan bapa sy dgr.....kekkeke...k la...tym tuk lihat buku~~~~tgk jak....nda taw masuk ka x ni...

Hari Rabu

huhuhuh...
hari ni online d library ja...
busy....
besok ada midterm O.M. dgn B.Law..
memang konfem ni malam jadi burung hantu lek...
kekekkeke...
tadi bincang dengan c Dev pasal O.M.,terskip pla tutor marketing...mampus...
wakakakka....
pasni ada tutorial b.law la pla.....
isk...
sampai jam 9 tu~~~
bsuk kelas jam 8 pagi...
ni kali la bergulik2 ni......
semalam nda cukup tdur...
sejarah berulang???
mampus la juga mcm ni...
nex week minggu ke-11 da...
1assignment pun xhtr lagi..
mmg digging graveyard btul ni....kekekke
perut ku berkeroncong~~~
matai~~~

Hari Selasa

Huhuh.. Sekarang sedang menikmati petang dalam bilik.... dengar2 radio... planning mau baca marketing...tp ni la ni...terbabas... wakakaka... terbabas d Facebook.... huhuhuh...ni la yg menyebabkan saya malas tul mau planning...kekekkeke.... tadi p bilik c sya..tolong dia cut kertas... yang saya paling sakit hati lagi sekarang ni....mengantuk betul~~~~adedededdede....

WaHa~~~

Hari ni buat blog baru....

wakakakka....

just want to try something new...

perhaps this will be fun...

maybe??

kekekke....

sot sudah awal2 pagi ni....kekekkeke....

ketawa la ko pink...

adalah tidak tbangun p klas ni karang siang...

huhuhuh....