Hello! We meet
again! I really miss to take my time and properly write here. J
Tonight is the night! ♥ I’ve been like super busy completing
assignments. Not forgotten to handle stupid people that doesn’t understand the
phrase, “Please don’t disturb me”. Now, I can say that I’m a bit relaxed. Although
the final is approaching, to be precise, we are now in the study week, it is
more relax than the ‘assignments sprint’. My early plan was going to Malacca,
but I guess it just have to wait. L (Wait for me Malacca, I’ll come to you♥) Last submission for
assignments is on 21st December and last class on 22nd December.
After the last class, I straightly went to Queensbay Mall with Kim and Joe. We eat
at Azuma and spend quite a lot of money! And on 23rd December,
Friday, I and Kim went to Jelutong Night Market and it was havoc! Again money ‘flowing
like pipe water’! (I have to restraint
myself from going to Sg Dua Night Market on Saturday!)
That
was basically my short introduction for this post. Actually I want to talk
about my parents. I said to myself that after my last class, I would call them
and talk with them. Well, we haven’t talking to each other since I am busy with
my assignments, classes, activities, etc. I miscall my father yesterday and he
did mention that I didn’t call him for a long time. We had this short
conversation and I think I did say something not so grateful to him. (I’m such ungrateful huh? Well, I just can’t
avoid treating him as my friend. Like, seriously. ) I really have to say
that it was really different feeling while talking to him yesterday! I was so
excited (always excited actually) and
feel that I really miss him like a ‘lot-lot’. Hahahahahahaha. I want to have
longer conversation but he is quite busy. Well, compared to me, his ‘assignments’
never end. He have to maintain the ‘assignments’ to come, if not, how to feed
an ‘eating monster’ in Penang? I love you daddy and I’m looking forward to have
a conversation with you. J
I
did mention that I want to call my parent and I did have conversation with my
daddy. How about my mummy? She called me! J For this few months, she
called me like at least once in a month. I’m updated with the latest issues in
my village according to the time she called. And off course family updates too.
Although she shares quite a lot, I know she kept a lot too. She keep mentioning
that don’t worry about home, focus in your study, eat well, sleep well, etc. it
was common advise from a mum right? But I still find it awkward and somehow
emotional about it. For me it’s not common, not to say I’m such ungrateful
daughter, but I don’t like that kind of conversation. It makes me emotional. It
makes me feel guilty for used to argue and scold her. (Okay, I’m not an obedient daughter, a rebel and also a troublemaker)
Mother-daughter conversation, I used to crave for this conversation, long time
ago and most of my childhood is wasted for longing this conversation. Now here I
am today, (growing up without family
basic etiquette, sometimes rude, and doesn’t understand family situation?) I’m
not sure? But it’s not too late; I still
can have the mother-daughter conversation. Time passed by, many things had
happened, it’s not really good, but still have the good side of it. That helps
me to remain positive in negative situation. Mummy, thanks for calling. I’m
just not good in expressing my emotion through action (except writing) and mistakenly as ‘not affected’ or ‘slightly
affected’ or maybe ‘over it’. Whatever! Who will really cares about it anyway,
right? J
Okay,
it’s almost 3.30am in the morning. I have to get some sleep, have to wake up
later and face the world. Sweet dream and sleep tight~ ♥
P/S: something I want to share. This is life should be, at least for me. :P
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