I strongly agree with the phrase. Its not only exciting but its also have frighthening, insecure, awkward and full of emotions involved.
Currently, I could say that my life in messed up situation. I lost in emotion and submitted my resignation letter. Hahaha. I didn't regret for my resignation, just a bit stuck. I don't know what I want to do in my life. Serious shit.
The challenge. Changes. I'm a flexible person with impromptu element. But, that doesn't mean I'm flexible for external changes. It will take some time for me to adapt. I believe that, experience are the key for better adaptability.
Its time. Time for me to be more open to the world. Open mind for the challenges and issues ahead. My life isn't over. I'm just having difficulties because I can't find my goal in life. Damn. Its almost 2 years since I graduated. Still the indecisive, insecure. Probably, I need time off just to find my direction.
Its quite hard for me to walk away from my life now. I love the companion and friends but the environment is pressing me hard. Okay Esther. Life must go on. Take charge of your own life.
P/s: I should do this earlier. Somehow I feel calmer. These few weeks really draining me. Alright. Keep your head up.
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