Tinge

Hi, its been a while. Yeah, guess that having this apps installed to my phone doesn't make me write that frequent. Hahaha

Tonight, I'm away from my nest and I'm feeling a bit blue. Mixed feelings.

It has resurface again. I thought it was over. I thought I moved on. That feeling, that attitude. I guess I need to strengthen my resolution. 

Love. Please be patient.

Talking about guys

Last time I talk about girls and women. I'm back to my hometown and surrounded by male. My brothers. Talked to few friends and our conversation made me think a lot. About boys and men.

Why did I refer my brothers as male? Because some of them are still boys and few are moving to men phase. 

But I will not talk about my siblings. They are the pain in the arse but somehow I just love them. Case closed.

In a partnership (I prefer to call it partnership, because its more intimate and meaningful), both side need to play their role to make the partnership a success. Its not sweet and smooth all the time but tolerance and support will help both to go through the hard times. 

Guys, always want to find good women. Good looking, good body, good attitude, good behavior, good in housework, good in cooking, good in taking care of the kids, etc. Women also want to be good women but maybe not in that set. They have their own set of good they want to be/achieve. But in general, they want their man to be happy. They really try hard to be, achieve that ideal woman for their man. Guys, we do want to be the best for you.

So, guys please cooperate with us. You don't need to be perfect. You just need to help women to do the housework, taking care of the kids and supporting the family. That sounds like women responsibility? 

Okay. You complaint when your woman was tackled by other man instead of treating your woman better. You complaint when your food was not prepared but you didn't take care your weeping child. You are mad when your clothes are not prepared for work but you didn't bother to do the laundry. Even though its just pressing few button. You even complaint when your woman ask you to send or accompany her to the doctor! Birthdays, anniversaries, its just numbers that happen once a year and you think its not important to the extent you forgot about it. Even when you remember about it, you did the minimum effort (ie, wish them).

If you put minimum efforts, don't expect to get the best result. If someone treat your woman better, don't complaint if you lose them. You expect the best but not giving the best. Really? 

Well, not all of the guys are like this. This post is inspired by all the guys that I've met, I know, I've heard of, I loved and I despise. 

Lets find some inner peace

Talking bout girls and women

There is a thing that have been in my mind for quite some time. I don't know whom I should talk to or where. So this is my best platform.

I believe that most of the girls or women out there that doesn't like their partner have other girl or woman (besides their mother, grandmother, sister and relative la). It feels like your partner cheating on you right? 

Well, if you don't like to be in that position, the next logical thing that you do is don't put other girl or woman in that position. The feeling is sucks!

How about your past partner then? I don't have issues with those that still into their ex partner, as long as their partner is still single. Go and won his heart back. If he still want you though. 

But, if he is already with other partner, then try to stay away. If you still can't accept the fact that it is over, maybe you should respect their partner. As I said earlier, you don't to other people the things that you don't like to happen to you.

Maybe my past relationship doesn't really work well. So, I never been in the situation where I still clinging to my ex. Please, I wish I don't have to be in that situation too. But, if I ever fall into that situation, God, please give me strength to hold myself. Remind me about respect.

Girls and women out there, please remember to appreciate your partner. While they are still around. I know you want him so bad, like really bad that you can't move on. But, please think of the feeling of their parner too.

I always believe that people who are meant to be together, will still be together. If you guys got separated, just believe that God have better arrangement for you. 

P/S: I remembered last time when I have my first break up. Its really painful for me, but I keep my distance. I stayed away. I heard he is married. Good for them and may God bless them. Sounds like I'm heartless right? Yeah, whatever. 

Yeah!

Finally! Finallehhh!

I always want to update this blog frequently but considering the hassle of turning on my laptop, made me drop that idea. Talking about lazy bummer.

Why I didn't install it in my phone? Because last time I checked, you need to purchase it. Its Blogspot era. Today? I installed it for free. So, I might mumbling here quite often. 

Saja-saja

Dah tahun 2016. Huhuh. Permulaan yang agak lancar. Stuck sikit-sikit tu standard la kan? Anyway, 2 orang kawan rapat bakal berkahwin tahun ini. Tahniah girls. jangan tanya aku bila, nanti kena jawapan bikin sakit hati. Dan, tolong jangan tanya soalan itu. Pedih.

Semoga tahun ni ada la sinar-sinar dalam kehidupan. Tahun lepas macam-macam berlaku. Yang sedih dan yang gembira. Isk, malas sebenarnya start menulis sini. Nanti melankolik. So, ini sejala tulisan malam ni. Nanti la kalau ada topik berfaedah baru melawat kembali.

Selamat malam :) 

Terima kasih 2015. Selamat datang 2016.

Detik-detik akhir tahun 2015.

Tahun yang penuh dengan kejutan dan cabaran. Umur mencecah suku abad. Mengakhiri dan memulakan sesuatu yang baru. Pada yang diakhiri, terima kasih di atas kesempatan dan pengalaman yang diberikan. Pada yang dimulakan, marilah bersama-sama meneruskan langkah dan rangka haluan untuk masa hadapan.

Hidup ini bukan indah senantiasa, juga bukan tangisan semata. Walau ada ketika hiba sayu menerpa namun bersyukur pada senyuman dan kekuatan yang diberikan untuk menghadapi hari mendatang. Cabaran hari ini akan menjadi pengalaman dalam mengenali dan memahami erti hidup. 

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29 Disember 2015

Monday Discomfort

Hello! How's life? Does it treating you good? Bad? Fair? For me, life has been good so far. Except for the proneness of getting sick almost every other day. Basically I'm still the easily fatigued, exhausted, annoyed and don't really think much. Apa from that, I'm quite blessed with the people and environment around me. After a long day from work, it feel comforting to go back to this 'quarter-of-my-income' room. Expensive? Well, thats the cost of comfortable. At least I got somewhere nice to go back to right?

Currently in a quite stressful situation. Stomach discomfort since this morning. Its getting annoying but worrying at the same time. Especially when you have this past record having 'because-you-fucked-up' with your body sickness. Lets hope its not that serious. Maybe because of the age factor. Sad to admit but somehow I got sick quite frequently nowadays. Just now I was laying at the couch and its so comfortable that it soothes the pain. I almost fall asleep then got through it after awhile. And now lying on my bed made the pain worse. I'm totally screwed up in this way. The pain is so bothering that you hope crying will ease it but its not even to the point will make you cry. What you can do? Playing a song in repeat to distract your pain. The funny part? Its quite a sad song. 

Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gates

Seems like my brain rejecting all kind of thinking activity even to express any words that wondering there to resist the stomach discomfort. Now I'm really annoyed to the point I would cut out this stomach literally. #annoyed