Talking bout girls and women

There is a thing that have been in my mind for quite some time. I don't know whom I should talk to or where. So this is my best platform.

I believe that most of the girls or women out there that doesn't like their partner have other girl or woman (besides their mother, grandmother, sister and relative la). It feels like your partner cheating on you right? 

Well, if you don't like to be in that position, the next logical thing that you do is don't put other girl or woman in that position. The feeling is sucks!

How about your past partner then? I don't have issues with those that still into their ex partner, as long as their partner is still single. Go and won his heart back. If he still want you though. 

But, if he is already with other partner, then try to stay away. If you still can't accept the fact that it is over, maybe you should respect their partner. As I said earlier, you don't to other people the things that you don't like to happen to you.

Maybe my past relationship doesn't really work well. So, I never been in the situation where I still clinging to my ex. Please, I wish I don't have to be in that situation too. But, if I ever fall into that situation, God, please give me strength to hold myself. Remind me about respect.

Girls and women out there, please remember to appreciate your partner. While they are still around. I know you want him so bad, like really bad that you can't move on. But, please think of the feeling of their parner too.

I always believe that people who are meant to be together, will still be together. If you guys got separated, just believe that God have better arrangement for you. 

P/S: I remembered last time when I have my first break up. Its really painful for me, but I keep my distance. I stayed away. I heard he is married. Good for them and may God bless them. Sounds like I'm heartless right? Yeah, whatever. 

Yeah!

Finally! Finallehhh!

I always want to update this blog frequently but considering the hassle of turning on my laptop, made me drop that idea. Talking about lazy bummer.

Why I didn't install it in my phone? Because last time I checked, you need to purchase it. Its Blogspot era. Today? I installed it for free. So, I might mumbling here quite often. 

Saja-saja

Dah tahun 2016. Huhuh. Permulaan yang agak lancar. Stuck sikit-sikit tu standard la kan? Anyway, 2 orang kawan rapat bakal berkahwin tahun ini. Tahniah girls. jangan tanya aku bila, nanti kena jawapan bikin sakit hati. Dan, tolong jangan tanya soalan itu. Pedih.

Semoga tahun ni ada la sinar-sinar dalam kehidupan. Tahun lepas macam-macam berlaku. Yang sedih dan yang gembira. Isk, malas sebenarnya start menulis sini. Nanti melankolik. So, ini sejala tulisan malam ni. Nanti la kalau ada topik berfaedah baru melawat kembali.

Selamat malam :) 

Terima kasih 2015. Selamat datang 2016.

Detik-detik akhir tahun 2015.

Tahun yang penuh dengan kejutan dan cabaran. Umur mencecah suku abad. Mengakhiri dan memulakan sesuatu yang baru. Pada yang diakhiri, terima kasih di atas kesempatan dan pengalaman yang diberikan. Pada yang dimulakan, marilah bersama-sama meneruskan langkah dan rangka haluan untuk masa hadapan.

Hidup ini bukan indah senantiasa, juga bukan tangisan semata. Walau ada ketika hiba sayu menerpa namun bersyukur pada senyuman dan kekuatan yang diberikan untuk menghadapi hari mendatang. Cabaran hari ini akan menjadi pengalaman dalam mengenali dan memahami erti hidup. 

pinkpink

29 Disember 2015

Monday Discomfort

Hello! How's life? Does it treating you good? Bad? Fair? For me, life has been good so far. Except for the proneness of getting sick almost every other day. Basically I'm still the easily fatigued, exhausted, annoyed and don't really think much. Apa from that, I'm quite blessed with the people and environment around me. After a long day from work, it feel comforting to go back to this 'quarter-of-my-income' room. Expensive? Well, thats the cost of comfortable. At least I got somewhere nice to go back to right?

Currently in a quite stressful situation. Stomach discomfort since this morning. Its getting annoying but worrying at the same time. Especially when you have this past record having 'because-you-fucked-up' with your body sickness. Lets hope its not that serious. Maybe because of the age factor. Sad to admit but somehow I got sick quite frequently nowadays. Just now I was laying at the couch and its so comfortable that it soothes the pain. I almost fall asleep then got through it after awhile. And now lying on my bed made the pain worse. I'm totally screwed up in this way. The pain is so bothering that you hope crying will ease it but its not even to the point will make you cry. What you can do? Playing a song in repeat to distract your pain. The funny part? Its quite a sad song. 

Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gates

Seems like my brain rejecting all kind of thinking activity even to express any words that wondering there to resist the stomach discomfort. Now I'm really annoyed to the point I would cut out this stomach literally. #annoyed

Sabtu Biru

Hari bermalasan. Oh yeah. Apa rancangan untuk hari ini?

1. Keluar dengan Afni. Ok, ini sudah janji. Tunggu dia bangun seja la. Cepat la bangun, mereput juga dalam bilik ni.

2. Sementara tunggu dia bangun, bergolek-golek di katil daripada jam 8.30 tadi. Awal bangun kan? Bukannya susah pun. Hehehe

3. Belum terasa mo mandi sebab kalau sudah mandi nanti lapar. Hahahaha. 

4. Mungkin boleh start baca buku yang dalam kotak. Banyak lagi tu belum baca, masih dalam plastik. Lepas tu ada hati lagi mo beli buku baru, buruk perangai betul.

5. Dengar lagu, tengok Youtube, skrol Facebook, main game, merepek dalam blog. Agak mudah juga idea itu. 

6. Paling sandi? Tiba-tibq rasa mengantuk. Aiyo. Awal ba tidur smalam, belum lagi jam 1 pun.

7. Ahhhhhh. Tidur la kijap..

Sebulan berlalu

Genap sebulan memulakan kehidupan baru. Bagaimana kehidupan setakat ini? Menarik. Gembira dan puas hati.

Kerja? Masih terkial-kial, banyak teguran tapi sangat membina. Mungkin ini permulaan bagi sesuatu yang hebat pada masa akan datang. Terima kasih atas keperitan lampau yang memberikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi cabaran ini dan penderitaan yang memaksa diri untuk membuat keputusan drastik untuk memulakan kehidupan baru. Bukan sifat diri untuk mengalah kerana  kesusahan yang melanda. Itu sangat perit. Untuk melepaskan perjuangan bagi memperbaiki diri dan memulakan sesuatu yang baru agar diri bertambah baik dari semasa ke semasa.  Semoga diri akan kuat menghadapi cabaran yang mendatang.

Perhubungan? Bagi memulakan hubungan yang baru, ucapkan selamat tinggal kepada perhubungan yang lama. Kamu boleh kata yang diri telah berputus asa. Adakah salah untuk berputus asa? Mungkin kamu lupa, sesetengah perkara dalam kehidupan perlu dilepaskan untuk terus maju kehadapan. Perkara yang bermakna dan berbaloi perlu dipertahankan, diperjuangkan dan diberi kepercayaan. Yakin dan percaya, teruskan perjuangan. Diri tidak berputus asa, diri cuma memberi peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang lebih bermakna dan berbaloi dipertahankan. Beri peluang, beri usaha, beri kepercayaan dan beri yang terbaik. Doakan yang terbaik, berikan yang terbaik, usaha sebaik mungkin.

Rakan-rakan? Yang sedia ada masih perlu diperbaiki dan masih banyak perkara yang boleh dilakukan untuk menjadikan semua lebih baik daripada sebelum ini. Sesiapa yang masih bertahan dan berkawan, terima kasih rakan-rakan. Kenalan baru? Mungkin bukan pilihan utama setakat ini. Peringatan kepada orang baru, diri ini mungkin agak berterabur dan agak bermasalah untuk dijadikan kawan tapi sekiranya anda mampu bertahan dan menerima diri seadanya, usaha anda tidak akan sia-sia. Saya sangat menghargai kesetiaan dan keterbukaan. Selamat berkenalan.

Selamat malam, sekian setakat ini.