Sunday Morning~~

huhuhu...

good morning world...

start your day with a bright smile~~

this morning, at 6.30a.m.

I'm with Jasper and Ain went to jogging at Stadium USM...

My record is only 2 round...

really lack of stamina~~

then we go to breakfast at Khaleel...

I eat nasi lemak + roti canai +teh tarik ais...(feast in the morning..XD)

just now i finish reading comic...

this is the the cover of the book...

really love the story...

*really love this kind of comic...*

now i'm planning to go to shower then sleep...XD

P/S: Last night also bought 1comic...this is the front page cover of the comic...

Happy Mother's Day

I suddenly remembered....

I only celebrated 'mother's day' 1time with my mum...

sounds really cruel huh?

but what to do??

every time it was mother's day...

I'm not at home...or you are not there...or I didn't find you...

I'm sorry for the problems that I caused you..

I'm sorry for the time when we fight...

I'm sorry for the time when I ignored your advices...

I want to thank you...

for giving me birth...

the greatest gift I ever received in my life is the chance to see this world...

thanks for the gift....

I will never cried again for the days that I need you...

and you are not there..

I will not hate you anymore for the time you leave me when I begged you to stay...

I still remember when I used to cry back then...

I only can cry in the darkness....

I cry and cry...

I miss you...

I still remember when i asked you to stay and you just leave...

the cut that u leave make my heart bleed...

Now the scars remain there....

and shaped me who I am today...

I try my best to not regretting for the time that had passed...

nothing can be change for the time back then...

we cant reverse the time that already passed...

don't worry about me...

I will take care of myself...

I believe I am strong enough to face this world..

and I hope you can be strong to face your problems..

stop running...

running will not help you any longer...

I will be here...

If you need someone to talk...

don't do anything ridiculous...

I only have 1mum now...

(since grandma already passed away, she is the person that I think was my mother back then)

happy mother's day...

P/S: To my late grandma..It was already 2years when you leave me...I still feel guilty for not attending your funeral.. you also didn't have the chance to see me when you are in critical condition.. It make me sad when I remember how you lay at the hospital bed... you look so helpless and i wish i can do something with it...the last time i saw you when you still can walk.. you hug me and cry, you tell me to take care and study hard... it was a day before i'm gone to Matriculation College... You always say you wish to see me study at University and attend my graduation day.. Now i already study at University but you already gone.. i know you watching me and you will appear in my dream to remind me.. may god bless your soul there..

Exam Done!

at last...

all my exam already done...

just now...

busy packing things to post...

so many things to send...

to my biao jie...

feel so dizzy~~

maybe its time for me to sleep..

;p

5 May 2006

*Koseng Birthday... hahahha...

ATW241 - Principle of Marketing

Hurm...

today will attend the last paper for this semester...

like no feeling to attend it...

not because confident...

its more to 'don't care' anymore...

really anxious with my current thinking now....

am I really fed-up studying??

hopefully not~~

I still got 3 years to go~~

hold on Esther!

really hope can do something with this last paper...

(not aiming too high but hope it can help my others paper)

now I want review the quizzes I have done before...

I don't want to think about other things right now...

focus on this last paper 1st...

"Face the world with hopes..XD"

Thanks for the news...XD

hahahahha...

mau bodoh sy ketawa awal2 pagi...

dapat berita yg sangat-sangat panas...

i should have known it earlier...

yang berlalu biar pergi...

saya tau lebih awal or lewat...

keadaan dia masih sama juga kan??

td pagi before sy masuk tidur...

sy rasa tension betul....

then tiba-tiba awal pagi dapat news mcm tu...

hilang habis bertempiaran tu tension...

terima kasih atas cerita tersebut...

dengar jak 'breaking news' awal pagi...

xsabar saya mau balik....

yiihiiiii...

cheh~~ sy pula yg excited bha kono...sewel punya budak...

huhuhuhu...

fresh trus sy dengar cerita gitu awal pagi...

skrg befikir....

mau sambung tdur or get up and ready...

bsuk ada paper Marketing lagi...

goodluck kepada semua budak2 management usm 2009/2010...

P/S: really thanks for the news...XD

Masih lagi~~

Punya la teruk ni gini...

memang xlama kena tekanan perasaan oo...

kijap ok..kijap xok...

bermasalah betul ni tau...

mungkin sy risau telampau dengan exam bha kali ni...

last paper la datang penyakit macam ni..

(mmg dr 1st paper suda xbetul)

makin teruk ni emosi...

macam xketenangan langsung..

mungkin mau offer diri sendiri p jumpa kaunselor ni..

kalau xdapat kontrol ni emosi mmg xlama jadi gila la bha sy ni...

hadui~~