*sigh*

not in the mood to argue with you sweetheart. so don't push me too much. I don't like it.

Hey ho! Hey ho! Just want to mumble something tonight. I finally come to realization; perhaps I closed my world for too long. I’m afraid of getting hurt, so I end up hurting myself. Ignorance can be very nice, but it is long term of suffering. I decided to be happier of myself. Moody and I has become synonym for far too long. Who doesn’t know me that well, will think that this is normal? It’s not normal, but when you are ignorance and moody for too long, it would affect your personality and slowly become a part of you. My new resolutions:

1.      Love myself more, not by being ignorance off course!

2.      Love what I’m doing. It will make it easier for me to get things done. J

3.      Become more cheerful and happy. No more moody please, it’s tiring!

4.      Last but not least, love the people that love me! Hehehe.

P/s: I will become happier with myself and what I’m doing! Yeay! *fill myself with positive energy* 

komplen?

          Okay, hari ni mood sangat teruk. Pasal apa? Tidak tau. Mungkin penat. Baru sampai dari Johor tadi petang. Tapi memang best la di Johor. Terasa relax, dapat lari dari Penang. Sekarang? Sakit kepala. Banyak kerja. Tapi itu mmg padan muka la, tidak boleh komplen banyak2. Sendiri yang mo pergi jugak Johor kan.

            Apa yang saya boleh komplen? Tiada! Hari ni satu hari tidur saja. Tapi mata sekarang suda sangat layu. Mo buka pun macam sengsara betul. So malam ni boleh tidur awal? Rasa bersalah dengan kerja yang bertimbun2. Arghhhhhh….. buat kejap la ni kerja, ni malam tidur awal sikit. J

P/S: penyakit malas semakin teruk. Teruk! Buruk perangai!

finally ♥

Me and him..:)

Okay, since this my diary so I will use my bragging right. Although nothing to brag actually but finally! Finally I manage to meet this guy! I've been searching him like 5 years! I think I have posted before this about a guy that I really-really wish to meet again. And I get to meet him. Its not that hard actually, it just take me so long to search. I get his whereabouts from his brother, which I don't know. If you are desperate enough to search for a person, you have to be brave to ask from stranger. Hahaha. 

I met him last year. I'm so speechless when I face to face with him. And the first meeting, we run into his aunt. And he got asked a lot because of that. Hahaha. After that we meet again for few times. Nothing excites me more than meeting him, so all other things were pushed aside. Last year, before I went to Penang, we didn't manage to meet up. So that's it.

This year, I almost gave up. Okay, I did like him. *blush* But it didn't end there. Wait for me. I will be back. This the beginning of a new journey in life. ;)

P/s: name? never mind. hahaha. Can't write so much. I'm getting embarrassed. Since I'm not the type that will say anything or declare anything to public or friends. You ask, I answer. You didn't ask, its not my responsibility or a must for me to say anything. Nothing to hide, nothing to brag. ♥ Sky

Subjects

Today, started to write again in my blog! Actually got nothing to say, but my blog look kind of lonely! Miss me huh? I miss you too! :')

Okay, maybe I can start by sharing my subject that I registered this semester. Not so much, only 15 unit. But, don’t belittle of marketing subjects during final year. These subjects might strangle you in their own way. Like so much challenge? You will get it. Just be careful what you wish for. ;)

Okay, let’s start with the compulsory subject first. To be reminded, this is my personal opinion. It might different from other people perspective. J

1.      Business Ethics (core subject)

-          This subject is quite confusing. But I like it because it’s very critical. It helps me to reasoning for the decision that I made/choose. There is no right or wrong answer but it depends on how you defend/argue your answer. Some might have guideline but this subject can train people to be more objective in their decision making. It also can help me to realize the values that can be used in some situations. It’s not about yes or no, right or wrong, but more toward reasoning.

2.      Brand Marketing (elective subject)

-          This is really interesting. We can be a brand manager! Well, we have to come out with a product or service for the company that we got assigned to and have the opportunity to present it to the manager of the company! This is very exciting and also can be very stressful! Hahahaha. And we have less than a month to come out with a product or service. Alongside with that, we have to work on another project, L’oreal Brandstorm 2012! It’s very exciting experience last time we participate on this. But this time we can choose whether to join or not but it still compulsory to do the project. So what’s the plan? No idea! :P

3.      Media Planning (minor)

-          I still got no idea what really is this. But it looks like very interesting subject. We plan media for products and services. We have to learn about the media and decide which media that suitable for our product. I heard that we will have real project from outside agency. Wow! This is really something. And yes, another headache! ==”

4.      Spoke English (university course)

-          Okay. Why did I take this course? Not just to fill my university course, I want to be more confident when conversing in English. I can speak English but I believe that this course will help me in my English. Just done my individual oral presentation few days ago. My topic is “The Impact of Racism in Society”. The topic look easy, but I can’t complete and prepare my topic for about a week! The most pathetic is that I finally got the real content to present the morning before the presentation! To think that I get sick because of this. Make me feel so pathetic! And its 25%! Damn! After this we will have panel discussion and debate as well. I hope I can do better in my next presentation because there will be solely on coursework! I hope I didn’t screw so much on my individual oral presentation.

5.      Traditional Dance (university course)

-          To be honest, I want to take this during my first year. I really want to learn traditional dance. I enjoy dancing. I’m not a good dancer, but who care? As long I enjoy doing it, I will do! During my first year, I choose karate as my co-curriculum. I completed 3 semesters and because of that I’m representing my university for karate. Maybe if I join this during my first year, I will be my university dancer? No idea. Hahahahaha. So far, we have learned to dance Inang and Zapin. Another one would be Joget. At the end of November, we will be dancing one of these steps and perform during the co-curriculum night. Isn’t that exciting? J We will see then. :P

P/S: before I post this, I write my entry using Microsoft Word and it reached 2 pages! Imagine if I were doing my assignment, it will be already 2 pages! But never mind, for you my diary, a little time wouldn’t be so much. I’m hurting to see you without updates. Till we meet again. J

Minggu ke-5

     Hello! Hello! dan Hello! Setelah sekian lama, akhirnya terasa untuk menulis dalam blog. Terlihat tarikh terakhir entri, ogos 2012! *kira-kira guna jari* baru 2bulan xtulis. Chill la kan? :P

     Ini adalah entri yang pertama selepas menjejakkan kaki ke USM tercinta. #sayangUSMketatketat Cuti 1bulan memang sangat ‘ausem’! Hari-hari terbaring dirumah. Bangun, makan, tidur, online, movie, drama, anime, tidur, bangun, makan dan begitulah seterusnya. Memang tidak perlu dinafikan lagi, gaya hidup macam ni memang akan menyebabkan badan naik secara mendadak. *meraung-raung* Hari raya tahun ni simple ja, ada juga la pergi open house, makan kuih raya, gelak ketawa, dan bergambar2. Hahahahahaha. Satu pengalaman yang agak baru. Tahun ni xikut my mum balik kampung husband dia/ ayah tiri saya. Malas! (Ko tau ka betapa panas nya disana tu, xtermasuk lagi mata yg memandang macam tidak pernah nampak orang? Kurik tu biji mata tu!) okay, habis cerita di Tuaran. Nanti mengomplen seja kerja ku. Oh! By the way, saya pindah balik rumah lama! Tempat saya membesar. Dari segi utiliti memang tidak berapa selesa la, tapi kalau hati senang, siapa mo komplen kan? J

     Balik USM memang selalu awal, sem ini buat kelainan. Balik 1minggu lewat! (nasib baik balik lambat, sempat lagi main perang-perang dirumah. Jengjengjeng.. ;) ) Tapi, malang memang selalu tidak berbau, kalau tidak berbunyi lagi teruk! Sampai USM, kes perang dunia masih tidak selesai. Jiwa kacau habisan! Ahhhh.,… biarlah tu, kalau dicerita tambah panas pula hati!

P/S: Sekarang sudah masuk minggu kelima, dan kehidupan masih huru hara. Tapi xapa, masih boleh bernafas. Susah macamana pun tidak mati juga. :P ok la, banyak suda merepek2 ni. Mo p tidur 15 minit. Power nap kunu! Hahahaha. Semoga kita jumpa lagi~ ;)

panas jo!

Halu~ entri hari ni ditulis dalam bas. ada rasa tekanan juga la mu tunggu bas penuh, siksa ko tau! sudahla cuaca panas membara ni. nasib baik la bas yg 12penumpang ja, klau yg 36 tu nda la tesampai2 kk ni gink. keboringan duduk dalam bas, so kita conteng2 dulu blog. hahahahaha.

Lma suda nda menulis ni sini. bukan sibuk, tapi mmg malas.. kerajinan hanya didedikasikan kepada tidur, muvi, drama, bermalasan, makan dan pelbagai lagi aktivit yg tidak produktif dan boleh menaikkan berat badan untu mencapai berat badan unggul. Hahahaha. 

Apa yg saya mau update? Hurm. sekarang ada projek. mcm2 projek juga la sebenarnya, tapi kerajinan tu lagi hebat. hilang! hahahaha. projek kolam ikan, projek menjejak kasih, projek mengurangkan berat badan, projek training, projek mengemas rumah..... projek paling berjaya ialah projek bermalasan. hari2 terdampar diruma seja. piiiii.. setakat ni sudah jumpa sikit kawan2.. ni mu p kk ni pun mau jumpa seniors2. hahahaha. lambat bngun jo! sandi! hahahaha..

P/s: bas sudah penuh, yeay! hahahah.. kk mri! perasaan dia macam di kk pula tau! ouh! lupa mention, terjumpa pula childhood friend dalam bs ni. kalau teingat mcmana rapatnya kmi msa saya skola rendah ulu, lucu juga la..  bodyguard saya. :p so long! babai! ;)